I think of school and i'm feeling damn stressed now.
It's just those kinda adrenalin rush.
And i keep thinking about clinics.
THey are the ones giving me the most stress now.
Cos i tink i suck at it.
Especially taking impressions.
Whatever that can happen in clinics, we can never be too sure.
so scary, and it doesn't help if the assessors aren't very helpful sometimes,
Some assessors' attitudes just makes me feel worse than i already am.
And so are some classmates.
Their kiasuism at rushing.. gosh... makes you super stressed.
Last week of hols.
Next week got test.
And i haven started studying.
This hols has been rather unproductive.
And i seem to be always tired.
oh no.
what a bad start for the term.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
:)
All the 21st birthdays this year are making me so broke.
And on top of that, still got so much work to do.
So reluctant to settle ivorine tooth sales, cos it's in such a mess.
Tedious work.
Scary.
Still need to settle school stuff within this last week.
Ho ho ho..
YEAR 3 is starting!!!
8 more terms. 8 MORE TERMS!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAA
GO GO GO!!
Anyway, been thinking about things recently. Heh, i guess it's only during the hols that i get such a chance.
But yea....
At least i've got some time for myself finally and have dinner with my parents at home on a more regular basis.
When school starts,
I wonder how long it'll be before i get to sit down properly and eat with them on weekdays.
My new neighbour is moving in soon.
Well, the house is new and renovated within the last 5 years, but heard that they're going to renovate it again. Make it 2. 5storeys high.
That means more drilling, banging and what not directly next door and that is so undesirable.
I thought it's economic depression now. How come these people still got so much money?
And on top of that, still got so much work to do.
So reluctant to settle ivorine tooth sales, cos it's in such a mess.
Tedious work.
Scary.
Still need to settle school stuff within this last week.
Ho ho ho..
YEAR 3 is starting!!!
8 more terms. 8 MORE TERMS!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAA
GO GO GO!!
Anyway, been thinking about things recently. Heh, i guess it's only during the hols that i get such a chance.
But yea....
At least i've got some time for myself finally and have dinner with my parents at home on a more regular basis.
When school starts,
I wonder how long it'll be before i get to sit down properly and eat with them on weekdays.
My new neighbour is moving in soon.
Well, the house is new and renovated within the last 5 years, but heard that they're going to renovate it again. Make it 2. 5storeys high.
That means more drilling, banging and what not directly next door and that is so undesirable.
I thought it's economic depression now. How come these people still got so much money?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Trees
A classmate once told me this:
"Here, the culture is such that the tallest trees are the ones that everyone wants to chop down.
The best way to save oneself is to be average and mediocre."
So true.
"Here, the culture is such that the tallest trees are the ones that everyone wants to chop down.
The best way to save oneself is to be average and mediocre."
So true.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
disappointing
I've never gotten any calls from you when something so big happened at home.
Even after that,
You never called to ask how things were the the past few months.
You never remembered Papa's birthday.
You never celebrated nor initiated any birthday celebrations, i've been the one doing it.
Even when something so serious occured, you were the last to know.
Even when you knew about it,
so what?
You weren't worried at all,
All you talked about were your tennis matches, diving trips, travelling, work etc.
And now,
You're calling us at such late hours, more than 4 times to us...
Because you needed help.
You never called when you were needed the most.
You went on the holiday when we were still recovering from our toughest times.
And you think that money = care?
Do you think that money is all that we need, all that we care for?
Money is important.
But it isn't everything.
And it definitely doesn't = filial piety.
I'm so disappointed with you.
Even after that,
You never called to ask how things were the the past few months.
You never remembered Papa's birthday.
You never celebrated nor initiated any birthday celebrations, i've been the one doing it.
Even when something so serious occured, you were the last to know.
Even when you knew about it,
so what?
You weren't worried at all,
All you talked about were your tennis matches, diving trips, travelling, work etc.
And now,
You're calling us at such late hours, more than 4 times to us...
Because you needed help.
You never called when you were needed the most.
You went on the holiday when we were still recovering from our toughest times.
And you think that money = care?
Do you think that money is all that we need, all that we care for?
Money is important.
But it isn't everything.
And it definitely doesn't = filial piety.
I'm so disappointed with you.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
8 more terms!
After this week,
it means something.
8 more terms to go before i leave this place!!!
haha yeah!
but it's going to be an arduous 8 terms.
it means something.
8 more terms to go before i leave this place!!!
haha yeah!
but it's going to be an arduous 8 terms.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Friends
Certain things i did in the past,
i don't even remember.
But i'm surprised someone did.
Someone i treated as my frien, then and now still.
To think that something i wrote was kept even after so many years.
Really makes me feel very touched.
I never thought i left such an impact.
But i'm glad i was there,
there and then.
As a friend.
Then and now.
:)
i don't even remember.
But i'm surprised someone did.
Someone i treated as my frien, then and now still.
To think that something i wrote was kept even after so many years.
Really makes me feel very touched.
I never thought i left such an impact.
But i'm glad i was there,
there and then.
As a friend.
Then and now.
:)
Monday, June 1, 2009
Nostalgia
For me,
each phase of my life is kinda represented by a song.
One which i kept listening to at that period of my life.
As i move on onto another phase of my life,
I forget those songs.
And sometimes, when i chance upon them again,
memories of what happened back then,
how i felt, what i did, what went through my mind at that point in time
starts to reappear again.
Like a sudden gush of wind, sometimes sweeping me off my feet.
The only difference is, it comes with a tinge of gold this time round.
Perhaps all things from the past are stained with a yellow hue.
Some of these events are just stuck with me,
i guess for life, for good.
I don't know whether this is good or bad, but i'm not going to judge them.
They form a part of me, they are a part of me.
At different phases of my life.
Whether they are good, bad, sweet or bitter,
i hope they're here to stay.
It's through all these experiences, that i learnt and grew.
Nostalgia is such a funny feeling.
And it amazes me how a song is able to do just that.
each phase of my life is kinda represented by a song.
One which i kept listening to at that period of my life.
As i move on onto another phase of my life,
I forget those songs.
And sometimes, when i chance upon them again,
memories of what happened back then,
how i felt, what i did, what went through my mind at that point in time
starts to reappear again.
Like a sudden gush of wind, sometimes sweeping me off my feet.
The only difference is, it comes with a tinge of gold this time round.
Perhaps all things from the past are stained with a yellow hue.
Some of these events are just stuck with me,
i guess for life, for good.
I don't know whether this is good or bad, but i'm not going to judge them.
They form a part of me, they are a part of me.
At different phases of my life.
Whether they are good, bad, sweet or bitter,
i hope they're here to stay.
It's through all these experiences, that i learnt and grew.
Nostalgia is such a funny feeling.
And it amazes me how a song is able to do just that.