Today marks the last day of 2010.
Tomorrow marks the first day of 2011.
Goodbye to the old me.
Hello to an older me.
“Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right.” - Oprah Winfrey
Friday, December 31, 2010
happy birthday
As the months pass by...
I think about you occasionally.
Although we never really talked much,
but you always never fail to say hi.
It's been 8 months since you're gone.
I hope you're at a better place now.
Life brings us hope, but it also brings us sorrow.
I hope there is no sorrow in your life anymore.
No matter where you are now.
You'll always be in our hearts.
Like i've always said.
It's like you've never really left us,
When schools gives us the toughest to handle,
you flash into our minds,
and that gives us courage to move on.
The kind of stress we go through,
is not what other people can imagine.
The kind of pressures we need to take,
is sometimes beyond our control.
It's the thing that hurts, but also the thing that binds us all together.
It's the thing that only we will know.
In times like this,
the thought of you,
pushes me to hang in there.
For that, i want to thank you.
On this special day,
May i wish you...
A very happy birthday.
I hope all's well for you, senior.
And a happy new year to you.
You're missed.
Life is too short.. and i am too young to have so many people leaving me.
I marvel at the miracles that life brings,
and i weep for its fragility.
With a beginning, there comes an ending.
I've learnt to treasure.
I think about you occasionally.
Although we never really talked much,
but you always never fail to say hi.
It's been 8 months since you're gone.
I hope you're at a better place now.
Life brings us hope, but it also brings us sorrow.
I hope there is no sorrow in your life anymore.
No matter where you are now.
You'll always be in our hearts.
Like i've always said.
It's like you've never really left us,
When schools gives us the toughest to handle,
you flash into our minds,
and that gives us courage to move on.
The kind of stress we go through,
is not what other people can imagine.
The kind of pressures we need to take,
is sometimes beyond our control.
It's the thing that hurts, but also the thing that binds us all together.
It's the thing that only we will know.
In times like this,
the thought of you,
pushes me to hang in there.
For that, i want to thank you.
On this special day,
May i wish you...
A very happy birthday.
I hope all's well for you, senior.
And a happy new year to you.
You're missed.
Life is too short.. and i am too young to have so many people leaving me.
I marvel at the miracles that life brings,
and i weep for its fragility.
With a beginning, there comes an ending.
I've learnt to treasure.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
2 more days
2 more days to the start of a brand new year.
Even before it comes,
I'm already looking forward to the end of 2011.
A brand new year.
Hopefully i will regain
my freedom,
my happiness,
my time.
Hopefully i'll also be able to
make new friends,
meet new people,
learn new things,
spend more time with my family and friends.
It's been so many years.
It's the last lap.
May God bless.
2 days to the new year.
i'm not sure what to feel.
with fear for my last term?
or with hope for the freedom i can almost smell.
Even before it comes,
I'm already looking forward to the end of 2011.
A brand new year.
Hopefully i will regain
my freedom,
my happiness,
my time.
Hopefully i'll also be able to
make new friends,
meet new people,
learn new things,
spend more time with my family and friends.
It's been so many years.
It's the last lap.
May God bless.
2 days to the new year.
i'm not sure what to feel.
with fear for my last term?
or with hope for the freedom i can almost smell.
缺陷美
爱情之所以美丽是应为她不完美。
So.
Imagine Flynn rider dying in the scene where Rapunzel was supposed to save him.
I think people will have a deeper impression of the movie.
Just think about...
梁祝, Romeo and Juliet..
缺陷美。
Conclusion:
Fret not if you have a lot of 缺陷，
应为你是很美的。
hahaha.
Right~
So.
Imagine Flynn rider dying in the scene where Rapunzel was supposed to save him.
I think people will have a deeper impression of the movie.
Just think about...
梁祝, Romeo and Juliet..
缺陷美。
Conclusion:
Fret not if you have a lot of 缺陷，
应为你是很美的。
hahaha.
Right~
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Candy for the tooth lovers
Now now now..
What else can excite me so much other than tooth related candy?!
And the best part is..
It's sugar free. aka, xylitol containing candy!
Got it from IMM giant. hahaha.
Tooth shaped container with tooth shaped candy inside.
Xylitol is a sugar substitute. It's not fermented by bacteria, and hence no acid production.
FYI, acid causes tooth decay.
And according to some studies, Xylitol beyond a certain amount actually curbs bacteria growth.
So..
This is tooth friendly candy!
I love it.
And it comes with a nice little container.
And nope, they dun pay me to post this.
What else can excite me so much other than tooth related candy?!
And the best part is..
It's sugar free. aka, xylitol containing candy!
Got it from IMM giant. hahaha.
Tooth shaped container with tooth shaped candy inside.
Xylitol is a sugar substitute. It's not fermented by bacteria, and hence no acid production.
FYI, acid causes tooth decay.
And according to some studies, Xylitol beyond a certain amount actually curbs bacteria growth.
So..
This is tooth friendly candy!
I love it.
And it comes with a nice little container.
And nope, they dun pay me to post this.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Justin
Say hello to...........
Justin.
This guy...
Never talked to him before,
Never even seen him before.
I don't know how he is as a person.
But..
He's my erm "boyfriend".
Or so my cousins say.
He is someone they(note: THEY) created.
They think i should have a boyfriend.
And hence,
He's existence.
As the saying goes,
When they're demand, there's supply.
When supply's short, prices soar.
That's the theory behind his existance.
To increase my er hem.. value.
Ahhhh..
How nice.
So if you guys hear this name,
Don't feel puzzled.
Justin is my "boyfriend".
Man..
How sad.
I hope my parents don't start believing that he exists.
That will require too much explanations on my part.
Sigh.
This is against my will.
Justin.
This guy...
Never talked to him before,
Never even seen him before.
I don't know how he is as a person.
But..
He's my erm "boyfriend".
Or so my cousins say.
He is someone they(note: THEY) created.
They think i should have a boyfriend.
And hence,
He's existence.
As the saying goes,
When they're demand, there's supply.
When supply's short, prices soar.
That's the theory behind his existance.
To increase my er hem.. value.
Ahhhh..
How nice.
So if you guys hear this name,
Don't feel puzzled.
Justin is my "boyfriend".
Man..
How sad.
I hope my parents don't start believing that he exists.
That will require too much explanations on my part.
Sigh.
This is against my will.
似曾相识
I've found new friends lately.
And i can't help it, but feel that they remind me of someone i use to know.
Can't put a word to it,
And can't remember who.
But just too similiar.
It's scary.
I know they are different people,
But how can 2 behave so similiarly?!?!
The mannerism, the backview, the way they talk, the way they carry themselves.
Even the eyes are similiar.
And i know they don't know each other at all. Definitely.
And they aren't twins.
It's weird.
Sometimes i don't even know who i'm talking to.
Have you had that kinda experience before?
Woooooo...
I think that takes a while to get used to.
And i can't help it, but feel that they remind me of someone i use to know.
Can't put a word to it,
And can't remember who.
But just too similiar.
It's scary.
I know they are different people,
But how can 2 behave so similiarly?!?!
The mannerism, the backview, the way they talk, the way they carry themselves.
Even the eyes are similiar.
And i know they don't know each other at all. Definitely.
And they aren't twins.
It's weird.
Sometimes i don't even know who i'm talking to.
Have you had that kinda experience before?
Woooooo...
I think that takes a while to get used to.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Christmas 2010
Christmas.
It's still the same old christmas.
Like how it was 3 years ago.
Nothing much has changed.
Just a little wiser,
A little less grumpy.
I met new people,
and made new friends.
Some entered my life, some left my life.
It's been a short year.
Time really flies.
Hopefully,
I would have regained my freedom this time next year.
Christmas 2011 will be different.
Merry Christmas to you.
It's still the same old christmas.
Like how it was 3 years ago.
Nothing much has changed.
Just a little wiser,
A little less grumpy.
I met new people,
and made new friends.
Some entered my life, some left my life.
It's been a short year.
Time really flies.
Hopefully,
I would have regained my freedom this time next year.
Christmas 2011 will be different.
Merry Christmas to you.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
awkward silence
The kid brushes his teeth.
The kid we all left out.
Both of us sat down.
Cheena pok and kantang kia.
The kid continues brushing.
Awkward silence. Occasionally broken by gurgling sounds.
I like this awkward silence.
Not the usual ones.
This one.
Exceptionally awkward.
Exceptionally comfortable.
The space in between 2 adults staring at 1 kid.
So huge, just like the difference in our personalities.
But i like it.
Must be the sound of brushing.
So therapeutic.
The sound that resonates in 2 minds.
The only thing that binds.
Brushing.
Friendship usually starts from nothing.
But for us, it starts from brushing.
Hello my brushing buddy.
I like the pink hue of the disclosing tablet.
(:
The kid we all left out.
Both of us sat down.
Cheena pok and kantang kia.
The kid continues brushing.
Awkward silence. Occasionally broken by gurgling sounds.
I like this awkward silence.
Not the usual ones.
This one.
Exceptionally awkward.
Exceptionally comfortable.
The space in between 2 adults staring at 1 kid.
So huge, just like the difference in our personalities.
But i like it.
Must be the sound of brushing.
So therapeutic.
The sound that resonates in 2 minds.
The only thing that binds.
Brushing.
Friendship usually starts from nothing.
But for us, it starts from brushing.
Hello my brushing buddy.
I like the pink hue of the disclosing tablet.
(:
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
2011
I really want to graduate.
I have so many things i want to do.
To find friends,
To find time,
To read books,
Learn a language,
Learn a musical instrument,
Learn how to drive,
Learn how to take photos,
Travel,
Volunteer,
Make new friends,
Go to the beach,
Go fly kites,
Have time, give time,
Find love, give love,
be it to animals, to elderly, to children, to people.
and most importantly,
Reconnect with myself again.
It's so tough when there's the finals looming over.
Let me pull through.
Please.
I have so many things i want to do.
To find friends,
To find time,
To read books,
Learn a language,
Learn a musical instrument,
Learn how to drive,
Learn how to take photos,
Travel,
Volunteer,
Make new friends,
Go to the beach,
Go fly kites,
Have time, give time,
Find love, give love,
be it to animals, to elderly, to children, to people.
and most importantly,
Reconnect with myself again.
It's so tough when there's the finals looming over.
Let me pull through.
Please.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
cambodia 2010
I'm glad i went for this trip again.
Somehow, as we age,
our smiles fade.
We feel tired, we frown more.
It's only when one is surrounded by the children,
where one finds love,
finds happiness,
and finds back the smile we use to have.
They thank us for all the things we did,
But i thank them,
For letting me find myself once again.
I'm glad i went.
See you 2011.
Somehow, as we age,
our smiles fade.
We feel tired, we frown more.
It's only when one is surrounded by the children,
where one finds love,
finds happiness,
and finds back the smile we use to have.
They thank us for all the things we did,
But i thank them,
For letting me find myself once again.
I'm glad i went.
See you 2011.
Monday, December 6, 2010
hello dec
I'm not sure whether to be impressed..
Or should i continue to be un-impressed.
I don't know how things are going to turn out.
Oh well...
Let's jsut see.
I hope it doesn't kill my passion and what i stand for.
And don't make me dread what ever's going to come up.
Or should i continue to be un-impressed.
I don't know how things are going to turn out.
Oh well...
Let's jsut see.
I hope it doesn't kill my passion and what i stand for.
And don't make me dread what ever's going to come up.