Sunday, November 22, 2009

Working

I have decided.

I will work overseas for a period of time when i've graduated.

Australia, washington, hongkong.

Whatever that place is.

2 yrs.

Before i come back.

That's a deal.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

chilly weather

It's been raining almost everyday.

Chilly weather.

How nice to hug something soft, warm and furry.

It'll be so much better if only this 'thing' is not so smelly.

It's time to bathe my cat.

he has body odor.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Guneng

I feel so safe with you in my room.

I feel more motivated with u there.

I feel more at ease to know you're here with me.

But can you just stop shedding fur on my bag?

And can you stop being so lazy?

Hai..

I also wanna be a cat.

Friday, November 13, 2009

快乐

开心的定义是什么.

钱?

权?

自由?

爱情?

很多A?

我也不知道.

但是.

我现在..

很自在.

不想太多, 不留恋太多.

从中得到的..

应该是快乐.

知足长乐,

不就是最好的吗?

Saturday, November 7, 2009

突然之间...

好想放下所有东西, 事情.

搭下一班飞机去一个很远很远的地方.

去一个没人认识的地方.

过个两三年.

平静一下,

平凡一下.

也许回来后会更开心.

敞开思想,敞开心怀.

什么也不去想,不去担心.

日子可能会更好过.

很快了.

多两年.

再等我两年好吗?

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

6 teeth

I extracted 6 teeth today.

All in one go.

It's so exciting.

I love the thrill.

Somehow i feel so gd after that.

Tomorrow is thursday.

:)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

3rd nov 09

I kinda realise what is it that i want,

what is that that i don't want.

It's difficult to draw the line.

But after tonight,

I kinda know it.

At least i have a clearer picture now.

I've never felt so relieved before.

I'm happy the way things are right now.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Status updates

This time round,

I'm starting to doubt myself.

My actions, my attitude, my approach, my thoughts.

I wonder if this is what i want.

I wonder if this is what i should be doing.

I wonder if i should stop or carry on.

I wonder what is in front of me.

I wonder if i really knew what i want.

This is getting out of control.

Things aren't going the way i want them to be.

Things aren't how i thought they would be.

Things are just spinning out of control.

The more i know, the more i do, the more i talk.

The more i see the differences,

the more the truth deviates from my imagination.

Things just aren't the way i thought they were.

I think i will just stop once and for all.

Go back to how things were.

I'm more comfortable there.