Ignore the background noise. It's the radio. Some random song i don't really fancy.
The rustling sound is becos i was trying to unwrap a ferrero rocher.
It's fattening.
Heck it.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
IF.
IF i ever form a family next time.
I will not have only 1 child.
Cos i know how it feels.
But that's considering the fact that i get attached.
Not so likely.
Not in the near future.
I will not have only 1 child.
Cos i know how it feels.
But that's considering the fact that i get attached.
Not so likely.
Not in the near future.
ambiguous
so ambiguous.
i think i'm over analysing things.
i love the way things are right now.
so ambiguous.
i should stop being so presumptuous.
Heck it.
i think i'm over analysing things.
i love the way things are right now.
so ambiguous.
i should stop being so presumptuous.
Heck it.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Gibberish
I reached home.
Tired.
Everyone's sleeping.
Who should i talk to?
I need to open my mouth and talk.
So....
I started talking gibberish to the brown fella lying on my bag.
And he fell asleep.
How supportive.
Can't seem to find anyone to talk to online.
All MIA.
Shall have another go at the fat ass and see whether he wakes up.
I live in silence.
Tired.
Everyone's sleeping.
Who should i talk to?
I need to open my mouth and talk.
So....
I started talking gibberish to the brown fella lying on my bag.
And he fell asleep.
How supportive.
Can't seem to find anyone to talk to online.
All MIA.
Shall have another go at the fat ass and see whether he wakes up.
I live in silence.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
shit
Ok. i'm cool now.
I touched shit today.
Less than 30 mins ago.
My niece's diaper leaked.
I touched shit.
I really did.
And it's brown.
So is the curry i ate for dinner.
Nice~
I'm feeling so fine just by being not in school.
I touched shit today.
Less than 30 mins ago.
My niece's diaper leaked.
I touched shit.
I really did.
And it's brown.
So is the curry i ate for dinner.
Nice~
I'm feeling so fine just by being not in school.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Frustrations unleashed.
Don't ask me why i'm doing this or that or what i have been doing.
Don't ask me about something more than twice. 3 is the limit before i bark at you.
Don't touch my things without asking me and let alone arranging my things for me.
Don't search my bag or anything without my permission. This is so rude.
Don't talk to me when i'm not in the mood to talk, and that included early mornings.
Don't call me repeatedly, giving me miss calls etc when the issue is not about life and death.
Don't ask me why i nv reply/return calls. I am not your dog.
Don't make me repeat something more than twice. I hate it. 3 times and i'm not going to say anymore.
Don't give me work of poor quality thinking it's nth serious and it doesn't matter. I want 100% ALL THE TIME. i get seriously irked when the work sucks.
Don't try to be sarcastic, cos i'm not and my remarks aren't going to be very nice.
Don't try to make me pissed.
Cos i already am.
Don't ask me about something more than twice. 3 is the limit before i bark at you.
Don't touch my things without asking me and let alone arranging my things for me.
Don't search my bag or anything without my permission. This is so rude.
Don't talk to me when i'm not in the mood to talk, and that included early mornings.
Don't call me repeatedly, giving me miss calls etc when the issue is not about life and death.
Don't ask me why i nv reply/return calls. I am not your dog.
Don't make me repeat something more than twice. I hate it. 3 times and i'm not going to say anymore.
Don't give me work of poor quality thinking it's nth serious and it doesn't matter. I want 100% ALL THE TIME. i get seriously irked when the work sucks.
Don't try to be sarcastic, cos i'm not and my remarks aren't going to be very nice.
Don't try to make me pissed.
Cos i already am.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Depression and periodontist
Prof Lim (Periodontist) said during the stress lecture today:
"Depression is like periodontal disease. It has periods of quiescence and periods of activity."
This is so dental.
I like.
"Depression is like periodontal disease. It has periods of quiescence and periods of activity."
This is so dental.
I like.
Monday, January 18, 2010
车和车站
好多人, 天天都搭巴士回家.
巴士好像变成了生命的一部份.
车站里, 有人等车. 想想, 就跟等人一样 .
在我的生命里, 我希望我等的就只有那一辆车.
不想和好多其他人一样,
车来了,便不加思索的上车.
到后来才发现到不了要去的地方.
付了钱, 浪费了时间, 但还是免不了要下车,
回到原点,
等下一趟车.
但是心情以和之前的不一样.
多了一份犹豫.
为何要赶着上车?
为何不等等看?
等到自己真正想要的巴士才上车?
难道一直在车站徘徊就是件不好的事吗?
难道一直等就代表会迟一点到达目的地吗?
我固然还在车站,
但我相信好的东西值得等.
毕竟我等的巴士还没来.
虽然我不清楚他是什么号码,
但是如果我上了车,
我就不下车, 直到终点站.
原因就是不想为了上车而上车.
我希望我一路上是开心的,
而不是因为上错车而惊慌失措的东张西望.
现在的我,
静静的等, 开心的等.
有时毕竟会羡慕车里的人.
但也只是瞬间即逝.
最终, 我的巴士一定会来.
现在最重要的是耐心的等.
等也没什么不好,
懂得自得其乐就好.
我的人生,
一趟车就够了.
虽然少了像过山车的刺激,
但却多了一份耐心的美丽.
:)
巴士好像变成了生命的一部份.
车站里, 有人等车. 想想, 就跟等人一样 .
在我的生命里, 我希望我等的就只有那一辆车.
不想和好多其他人一样,
车来了,便不加思索的上车.
到后来才发现到不了要去的地方.
付了钱, 浪费了时间, 但还是免不了要下车,
回到原点,
等下一趟车.
但是心情以和之前的不一样.
多了一份犹豫.
为何要赶着上车?
为何不等等看?
等到自己真正想要的巴士才上车?
难道一直在车站徘徊就是件不好的事吗?
难道一直等就代表会迟一点到达目的地吗?
我固然还在车站,
但我相信好的东西值得等.
毕竟我等的巴士还没来.
虽然我不清楚他是什么号码,
但是如果我上了车,
我就不下车, 直到终点站.
原因就是不想为了上车而上车.
我希望我一路上是开心的,
而不是因为上错车而惊慌失措的东张西望.
现在的我,
静静的等, 开心的等.
有时毕竟会羡慕车里的人.
但也只是瞬间即逝.
最终, 我的巴士一定会来.
现在最重要的是耐心的等.
等也没什么不好,
懂得自得其乐就好.
我的人生,
一趟车就够了.
虽然少了像过山车的刺激,
但却多了一份耐心的美丽.
:)
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Wedding 090110
A big event today.
So much to say.
To the point i don't even know how i should start typing it.
Another phase of life.
We all need to move on.
No matter how unwilling we are, how sad we feel.
Things change.
And that is the constant in life.
I should be happy.
Cos i know she's going to live with someone who really cherish her, and whose family really loves her too.
Things can never stay the same as they were like the way it is when we were young.
And people never stay at the same point in life all the time.
It's hard to get use to it.
But we all learn.
Congratulations to my cousin, who got married today.
So near yet so far.
How apt.
But no matter what,
I am really happy for her.
So much to say.
To the point i don't even know how i should start typing it.
Another phase of life.
We all need to move on.
No matter how unwilling we are, how sad we feel.
Things change.
And that is the constant in life.
I should be happy.
Cos i know she's going to live with someone who really cherish her, and whose family really loves her too.
Things can never stay the same as they were like the way it is when we were young.
And people never stay at the same point in life all the time.
It's hard to get use to it.
But we all learn.
Congratulations to my cousin, who got married today.
So near yet so far.
How apt.
But no matter what,
I am really happy for her.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
School
To think that i'm going school tomorrow (i actually typed home, and realised it's typo. says a lot doesn't it.)
Stresses me out terribly.
Pisses me off horribly.
The more i think about it.
The more annoyed i get.
I do not know why.
I certainly think i will enjoy it more if ............................ ( i guess you all know the answer.)
oh well.
Say hi to school.
Waves Bye bye to home.
Stresses me out terribly.
Pisses me off horribly.
The more i think about it.
The more annoyed i get.
I do not know why.
I certainly think i will enjoy it more if ............................ ( i guess you all know the answer.)
oh well.
Say hi to school.
Waves Bye bye to home.
Friday, January 1, 2010
resolutions for 2010
My new year resolutions:
1. Gain a few inches, lose a few kilos. enough said. this is going to the top of the list.
2. eat as much as i want, whatever i want, as long as it makes me happy.
3. take photos and pose with silly faces. unglam means unglam. nvm.
4. take things as they are. avoid over planning. sometimes it takes skill to manage changes and plan on the spot. I need to enhance that skill.
5. Chill. Chill out as much as possible. Take things and deal with them as they come. This is something i've learnt from my cambodia trip this year.
6. Chilled. Chilled beer. Chilled wine. I want to learn how to drink. For real.
7. Work hard, play hard.
8. Find back the child in me. It has left me long ago before i even realised it. Now i need to find it back. I don't want to behave so aged-ly.
9. smile more. I heard that it kills double chins.
1. Gain a few inches, lose a few kilos. enough said. this is going to the top of the list.
2. eat as much as i want, whatever i want, as long as it makes me happy.
3. take photos and pose with silly faces. unglam means unglam. nvm.
4. take things as they are. avoid over planning. sometimes it takes skill to manage changes and plan on the spot. I need to enhance that skill.
5. Chill. Chill out as much as possible. Take things and deal with them as they come. This is something i've learnt from my cambodia trip this year.
6. Chilled. Chilled beer. Chilled wine. I want to learn how to drink. For real.
7. Work hard, play hard.
8. Find back the child in me. It has left me long ago before i even realised it. Now i need to find it back. I don't want to behave so aged-ly.
9. smile more. I heard that it kills double chins.
Impressive 2010.
The first impressive thing i did in 2010.
Complain.
As my neighbours cheer in joy over dinner,
my family ate in silence.
A typical day for us.
Nearing 12am.
My neighbours are drinking, doing the count down.
My parents are sound asleep.
I am the only one awake.
Typical day.
12.30am.
something impressive happens.
It wasn't my neighbour nor his friends' out of tune singing cum shouting in the middle of the night, in the middle of the road, in the middle of the street.
But rather...
something i did.
without thinking.
I walked over, arms crossed, pressed the bell and said:
" eh, can u lower your volume, it's 12.30am already. my parents need to sleep. it's so late already, please keep quiet."
I didn't really listen to his mum and her apologies,
i just rambled on, cutting her short. (oops)
I forgot to say thank you.
I did not say goodbye.
i turned and walk off.
cool.
arms crossed.
i never knew i can be so cool.
i didn't expect my new year to kick off so impressively. (more so than the fireworks.)
I am so proud of myself.
I didn't know i can be so cool.
* pats myself on the back.
Good Job.
I wonder if this is a hint of what i should be expecting for 2010.
heh.
i hope not.
I don't think my heart can take it.
Complain.
As my neighbours cheer in joy over dinner,
my family ate in silence.
A typical day for us.
Nearing 12am.
My neighbours are drinking, doing the count down.
My parents are sound asleep.
I am the only one awake.
Typical day.
12.30am.
something impressive happens.
It wasn't my neighbour nor his friends' out of tune singing cum shouting in the middle of the night, in the middle of the road, in the middle of the street.
But rather...
something i did.
without thinking.
I walked over, arms crossed, pressed the bell and said:
" eh, can u lower your volume, it's 12.30am already. my parents need to sleep. it's so late already, please keep quiet."
I didn't really listen to his mum and her apologies,
i just rambled on, cutting her short. (oops)
I forgot to say thank you.
I did not say goodbye.
i turned and walk off.
cool.
arms crossed.
i never knew i can be so cool.
i didn't expect my new year to kick off so impressively. (more so than the fireworks.)
I am so proud of myself.
I didn't know i can be so cool.
* pats myself on the back.
Good Job.
I wonder if this is a hint of what i should be expecting for 2010.
heh.
i hope not.
I don't think my heart can take it.
2010
It's 2010.
It feels so surreal.
As my neighbours start the countdown and celebrate the start of a new year.
I am in my room.
I think about new year resolutions,
whether i should set them or not.
I think about school.
I think about clinics.
I think about my life.
2009 passed by so quickly.
It scares me.
Things to be done, not yet done.
It seems like 2009 was just a week gone by.
I know my life is should be more than what it seems now.
But i'm just tied down with constraints so i can't fulfil them.
2010 is here.
Just 1.5 years more.
A tough 1.5 years more.
And 2011 will be here.
I say bye to uni life (expected exciting but in fact is extremely mundane),
and i shall say hi to my life.1.5 years more.
It's scary how time flies.
I am scared.
Really scared.
It feels so surreal.
As my neighbours start the countdown and celebrate the start of a new year.
I am in my room.
I think about new year resolutions,
whether i should set them or not.
I think about school.
I think about clinics.
I think about my life.
2009 passed by so quickly.
It scares me.
Things to be done, not yet done.
It seems like 2009 was just a week gone by.
I know my life is should be more than what it seems now.
But i'm just tied down with constraints so i can't fulfil them.
2010 is here.
Just 1.5 years more.
A tough 1.5 years more.
And 2011 will be here.
I say bye to uni life (expected exciting but in fact is extremely mundane),
and i shall say hi to my life.1.5 years more.
It's scary how time flies.
I am scared.
Really scared.