last term

Sometimes my stress level hits new high and i can't take it but appear super frustrated.

Not exactly frustrated with the others, but with myself.

I don't know why.

Anyway,

Time flies.

It's been 4 years already.

I feel kinda scared. I don't know why. Somehow...

I think i might miss school afterall.

After all the hardships i've been through,

I can't seem to remember much anymore.

Things seem like a blur.

Not a total blue, but more like a myraid of images from various points in life.

From year 1 to year 4.

It's been a long way.

It's really going to be our last term.

Very daunting,

very sad.

It's going to be a tough journey.

Who's gonna stay, who's gonna leave,

I don't know.

Doing a recap of what has happened over these years leaves me in awe.

That so many things can happen at one time.

As memories of the years starts fading throughout the years when i age.

I hope this part of my life..

remains with me.

It made me stronger,

It made me cherish myself and my time even more.

If one day,

i think about my uni days,

it would be the days of hardwork, and many more.

Just help me get through this last lap.

Before i cannot take it anymore.

kids

when i look at kids nowadays.

I can't help thinking:

will this kid be the heart breaker or the heart broken.

Heh.

Random thought.

so nonsensical.

Last 2 terms

It's going to be my last 2 terms in school.

I hope i can complete all that i'm required to do.

But at the same time.

Ironically speaking,

I think i might miss school afterall.

I guess it's good to some extent.

At least i leave the place with less angst.

At least i've made some friends there despite the bad start.

I don't know whether we'll all still keep in touch though.

It's really hard to say.

Let's just hope that...

Things go smoothly for us from now on.