few hours time

Going to fly off soon, in just a few hours time.

Somehow, i'm no longer as excited as i thought before.

i wonder why, perhaps all the rushing and tests and etc has taken its toil on me, making me kinda sick of all these.

maybe i'm worried i may get home sick and worry about how things are back here.

Perhaps i'm afraid of the flight.

I don't know.

Just a little apprehensive of things, but i can't seem to put a word to it.

Hopefully i will enjoy my trip.

And find it a meaningful one.

And hopefully,

things will run smoothly and well here at home.

soon

Soon soon.

Saturday's coming soon.

But somehow, a part of me is no longer that keen to go.

Maybe it's all the hassle going on all these while.

I'm kinda tired and i need my rest.

Don't really feel like travelling there.

I just want to have enough sleep.

Nightmares have been disturbing my precious sleep.

Frightening.