Thursday, February 5, 2009

Bad day

Today is just one of my worst day in school ever since school started in year 1.

I finally find the reason NOT to give anymore chances.

And i finally have decided that i shan't try to please anyone anymore.

When i don't recieve the basic respect a person should have.

When i don't have the right to my own privacy,

When i feel that i've given enough chances and enough is enough.

When there can be people seeing things happen and yet not stand up for me and try to side the culprit.

When the trust is broken, MORE THAN ONCE.

When i see only selfishness in their eyes.

But it's times like this,

I am glad i have people around me to make a bad day much better,

To make my anger, sorrows, exasperation diminish to 50% of the original level,

To brighten up my day.

Thank you. :)

P.S: thanks veron! i felt so much better after reading ur smses. :)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

School....

I wish i had more time.

I wish i hadn't slack my hols off.

Maybe i shouldn't even have gone to cambodia.

Now...

Mad rush for time to revise, lab work and upcoming tests before my exams in 4 weeks time.

Help.

i'm sp gonna die for pathology. it's so foreign to me.. and reading it is like so demoralising.

Pharmaco... Antibiotics and adverse drug reactions are killing me.

Microb.. Bacteria names and etc. AND IMMUNOLOGY! OMG.

Dental materials, components, properties, advantages, disadvantages, manipulation technique, name, mechanism of action.. Oh my goodness.

Not to mention

radiology test, endodontics test, DM practical test, Perio..so screwed up for it.

And my RP, still yet to finish my denture and special trays and immediate denture.

ITC: all my preclinical prerequisites. I doubt i can finish on time to start clinics. Oh no...

And i need to start looking for patients now.

yes...

If you have loads of dental problems, need a crown, have gum disease, decay, and what not...

Or know someone with these,

Please help me keep a lookout for them.

The worse the condition, the better.

But that is subjected to having the time to come for appointments which could be rather frequent. Time is an issue for many, as well as the commitment.

Cos many patients do disappear and that means we need to start ALL OVER AGAIN.

Treatment plans are usually sequential, that explains why we need patients with loads of problems, and loads of time, so we can do sequential treatment to ensure high efficacy of the treatment results and lower risks of prolapse of dental conditions.

Best candidates, retirees, housewives, maids, friends, students, parents, elderly.

Student treatments are usually cheaper than outside and fret not,

Our work needs to be assessed by our doctors and professors before we are allowed to proceed with each step.

That means, don't be afraid that we'll give you substandard work. We'll be rather screwed up with the profs and asked to redo before delivering it to the patients.

So.. keep a look out ok?

:)

Thanks.