2010

It's 2010.

It feels so surreal.

As my neighbours start the countdown and celebrate the start of a new year.

I am in my room.

I think about new year resolutions,

whether i should set them or not.

I think about school.

I think about clinics.

I think about my life.

2009 passed by so quickly.

It scares me.

Things to be done, not yet done.

It seems like 2009 was just a week gone by.

I know my life is should be more than what it seems now.

But i'm just tied down with constraints so i can't fulfil them.

2010 is here.

Just 1.5 years more.

A tough 1.5 years more.

And 2011 will be here.

I say bye to uni life (expected exciting but in fact is extremely mundane),

and i shall say hi to my life.1.5 years more.

It's scary how time flies.

I am scared.

Really scared.

Moving

Tomorrow shall be the last day i'll be in NUH, FOD.

We are officially moving to the new building.

No doubt feeling excited.

However, i think i will miss this place.

As much as i want to get out of here,

I can't help but think about how i'll feel when i realise this place is gone.

Especially since..

This is where i took my interview and dexterity test,

This is where i have been wanting to come all along.

This is where i hated so much and slowly grew to love.

This is where i spend 12-13 hours per day, 5 days a week got the past 3.5 years.

This is where i've slogged, mugged, get scolded, get blamed, get accused.

This is where i made friends and made dentures, crowns etc.

This place...

holds so many memories.

I guess it's only when you lost something then you realise how precious it is.

And it's only when you've been through so much hardships that you'll actually have some fond memories to talk about.

Bye FOD.

Hello new FOD.

Tomorrow is the last day of school.

I will miss lab 2, lab 4 and Sm1b, as well as clinic 2.