I miss home.
I miss my bed.
And i'm still home now.
I dread school.
It's seems like the 6mths more is inevitable.
I cry.
And it doesn't help.
I wanna embrace it all.
But things are not in my control.
There's only so much i can take in my stride.
So tired.
So strained.
So stretched.
Fatigue.
Save me from it all.
Bring me somewhere else.
Let me watch a movie.
Make me laugh.
Dry my sweat.
Let me run.
Let me fly.
Just let me issue my dentures and crown, complete my endo this term.
That's all i ask for.
but that seems too much isn't it?
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
bad shape. out of shape
You know you're in bad shape when..
1) you get stressed up because u cannot set up your denture teeth over the weekends for try-in the next week. That you realise u're crying out of frustration because of clinics and yet you realise that you go there when you're down. Irony.
2) You hate it when patients cannot come, keep Ps-ing etc. and pp who are FON.
3) you dislike festivals and public holidays which falls during term time cos that's going to affect your clinical schedule
4) you go into despair when H1N1 strikes and clinics is cancelled. While the other school children cheer with joy.
5) you talk about requirements, work, and more work. everyday. you eat, breathe, sleep and dream about work.
6) you just want to stop talking about school and dental related work cos it causes you to go into panic attack.
7) you feel jaded
8) you sleep minimally and work maximally. you wonder when you'll ever see the sun.
9) you dream about losing your teeth in your sleep. and you cry. wake up in cold sweat and look in the mirror just to make sure it's not coming true.
10) you wake up looking for the lower pair of your specs only to realise that you have been thinking about dentures. i mean. who has a lower pair of specs? you only have 1 don't you?
11) you accept the fact that yellow teeth are more natural.
12) you see more of your classmates than your family. you talk more to your classmates than anybody else.
You just wanna get out of school.
And that's me.
1) you get stressed up because u cannot set up your denture teeth over the weekends for try-in the next week. That you realise u're crying out of frustration because of clinics and yet you realise that you go there when you're down. Irony.
2) You hate it when patients cannot come, keep Ps-ing etc. and pp who are FON.
3) you dislike festivals and public holidays which falls during term time cos that's going to affect your clinical schedule
4) you go into despair when H1N1 strikes and clinics is cancelled. While the other school children cheer with joy.
5) you talk about requirements, work, and more work. everyday. you eat, breathe, sleep and dream about work.
6) you just want to stop talking about school and dental related work cos it causes you to go into panic attack.
7) you feel jaded
8) you sleep minimally and work maximally. you wonder when you'll ever see the sun.
9) you dream about losing your teeth in your sleep. and you cry. wake up in cold sweat and look in the mirror just to make sure it's not coming true.
10) you wake up looking for the lower pair of your specs only to realise that you have been thinking about dentures. i mean. who has a lower pair of specs? you only have 1 don't you?
11) you accept the fact that yellow teeth are more natural.
12) you see more of your classmates than your family. you talk more to your classmates than anybody else.
You just wanna get out of school.
And that's me.