another boring day

Well, today was still alright la. But hmm, sometimes i do feel that i'm not being appreciated.

Sometimes, when little things done are not appreciated, and then i just wonder what's the point.

But yeah, nvm la, i don't really appreciate others' efforts sometimes too. What goes round will come back to me. haha

I always believed that.

Anyway, recently in school, there's a big fuss over some exam matters. But well, can't be bothered la. The question of whether integrity exist doesn't matter anymore to many i guess.

It has come to a point that i no longer believe in altruism nor integrity. What happens around me, the attitude, the philosophy of many only emphasize the fact that the world is ruled by money, power, fame and what ever shit.

Money rules the world, and selfishness is the principle to live with. Altruism is non-existant.

I just hope i don't become like that. I hope that i won't be negatively influenced.

nothing much.

Well, i guess time and interaction will really reveal someone's character to you. I'm glad i've finally know how selfish and manipulative people can get.

Shall distant myself from them. Kinda sad that we kinda share the same roots. I say kinda, cos i refuse to admit that.

Life is getting less motivated, less driven.

Am i losing my vision, is my aim getting more and more distant, can i reach the ending point and begin on a new journey?

I hope so.

I shall work hard and make sure i protect myself well.

I have no idea how to, but i will try. Meanwhile, i'm glad and also hope that i will not turn into an ugly being like the manipulative one.

Stand by my own principles, do my own things and have faith in myself, while at the same time, not succumb to peer pressure.

I will make it through.