nothing much.

Just packed my back pack for cambodia.

Still some stuff to get ready.

And i have yet to study for my tests this coming week.

Somehow...

I seem to be losing interest in whatever i am doing.

Not even cambodia trip..

Don't seem to be looking forward to it as much as before.

I just want to go somewhere else and take a breather.

What ever that has been happening recently are all taking their toil on me, i realise.

I'm exhausted.

Been down with this cold for about a week or so.

Doesn't seem to be recovering from it. I still find my voice a little nasal.

too many

So much i wanted to do.

So many things i wanted to say.

Many thoughts,

i can't focus.

i seem to be losing sight.

Of why i'm here initially,

of why i once worked so hard for it,

of why i wanted it so badly.

I seem to be losing faith,

things really hasn't been smooth recently.

Too many things.

Too many