time

I've been to this page almost everyday.

But i just stared at it, clueless of what to write.

I don't want to complain and be whiny about stuff cos it's not going to help.

And it doesn't help when i keep thinking about things that will happen,

Not now, but definitely in the future.

I don't know how i'm going to deal with them,

whether i can even deal with them.

I've always wondered how much time is left.

10 years, 20 years? 30 years? 40, 50 years?

I don't know.

There's so much i want to do, i want to say.

But i have no idea how to begin and go about doing it.

Life is too short.

And i hope i didn't realise it too late.

randomness

Call me crazy..

I went to the library today.

Borrowed a few books.. but they end up to be a 'few' HEAVY books.

luckily my cousin is around.

Got him to help me carry a few.

hahahhaha.

and he told his friends that he's helping to carry things for his cousin..

imagine their reaction to see someone lugging so many books.

And it's the holidays.

hahhaahaha

Uber unglam.

Not that i've been glam before that is.

Just saw the lokn photos that my friends posted online..

U-G-L-Y.

yeah.

and i seem to have a pseudo smile.

look so fake.

eew.

Makes me seem and feel so....

pseudo?!!

haha. whatever.