quarter life crises

went for clinic visit today.

simply amazed and in awe about the new technology used.

Omg, i doubt i can even afford one in my clinic nxt time if i were to have one.

Anyway,

I felt disheartened, but driven.

Disheartened that the meaning of being a healthcare professional is so easily lost to money.

Driven to make myself a better dentist next time.

Give my patients quality service.

Of course, i bet i will be disheartened too when what i do is taken for granted or even scrutinised..

And i bet i won't survive very well in this world full of politics and where your talking skills are more impt that ur actual skills.

But well,

I always believed that if you're good enough, you don't need to go around and wayang with people.

You'll be just gd enough even without that.

Perhaps what i am experiencing now is a quarter life crises.

Unsure of what to do.

Unsure of what i really want.

I hope i find myself again.

To what i stood so firmly for just 1 yr ago.