Things hasn't been going smoothly for me for some time already.
I wonder when things will improve.
I guess the saying that 祸不单行 is true.
Anyway,
I'm shocked by myself at the extend to which i dislike some people.
Just happen to see one of them just now,
and my first INNATE reaction was to find a way to hide myself.
That was instinct at that point in time.
I just wished that there's a huge wall near by to hide behind.
When i realise that the person didn't see me...
I felt really really relieved.
And at the back of my mind i was cursing and swearing at that 173 bus uncle,
cursing him for driving so damn it slowly and not coming on time, causing me to bump into someone i don't want to see at all.
Not at this point in life.
I'm having bad times already, and i don't see the need to meet people who'll make my bad day even WORSE.
Yes, this is how much i don't want to see them.
And it was only after that when i reflected upon this that i realise the extend to which i really really really don't want to be involved with these people.
Irony is..
People you want to see, you don't get to see them often.
People you don't want to see, you see them ever so often and there's no way out.
But right now,
there is something i am very clear about.
I want nothing to do with them as soon as possible, as soon as i can, as fast as possible.
Just like how i want all the bad things in my life to end.
Enough is enough.
I really don't know whether i'm reaching my limit soon.
I really don't know if i am going to be able to take it anymore.
Enough is enough.
I've had enough.
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