Status updates

This time round,

I'm starting to doubt myself.

My actions, my attitude, my approach, my thoughts.

I wonder if this is what i want.

I wonder if this is what i should be doing.

I wonder if i should stop or carry on.

I wonder what is in front of me.

I wonder if i really knew what i want.

This is getting out of control.

Things aren't going the way i want them to be.

Things aren't how i thought they would be.

Things are just spinning out of control.

The more i know, the more i do, the more i talk.

The more i see the differences,

the more the truth deviates from my imagination.

Things just aren't the way i thought they were.

I think i will just stop once and for all.

Go back to how things were.

I'm more comfortable there.