Holidays

I feel much happier this year.

It's like.. i've let go of some burden.

I wanna like studying again.

I wanna enjoy what i'm studying again.

But then again.

I'm happy that i'm having a break now.

It's a break i really need before i get so drained, that i'd collapse.

It's been mentally straining for me.

Physically tiring.

Emotionally draining.

I'm glad i have this break.

I welcome it.

Somehow i like it that i can sleep till i wake up naturally.

I like it that i can eat dinner with my parents at the dining table, watch tv with them.

I like it that i get to talk to my mum before we sleep.

I like it that i get t watch tv.

such simple pleasures in life.

Somehow..

I think i'll enjoy myself very veyr much if i'm a tai tai

But i'm not born to live that kinda life.

But really.

I really envy tai tais.

i really do.