To senior

It came as a shock.

I can never comprehend why you did what you did.

I don't understand why.

Your life is full of opportunities.

You're full of life.

You're always nice to everyone.

And i always see you smiling.

Now that you've chosen this path.

I wish you all the best.

Nothing can describe the pain your close friends in school is feeling now.

I cannot imagine how your parents and brother are feeling too.

But i really hope you find peace no matter where you are now.

You were such a nice girl.

So hardworking, being in lab earlier than anyone else.

Being so nice to your patients although you know they are coming late for clinical sessions and you'll be missing out precious clinical time.

Up till now i'm still hoping that this is not true.

Although i am not close to you,

But i feel upset by it.

I feel the lost.

Many of us do.

Perhaps it's because we see ourselves in you.

The things we go through.

The nonsense we need to bear with.

The nonsense we do in school and etc.

I wish this has never happened.

If only you knew how much you've been missed.

Please watch over your friends.

Bring them through the darkest time of their lives.

RIP senior.