Commencement 2011

Commencement 2011.

Something i've waited and worked for.

Something which i look forward to.

The journey is arduous.

It's coming to an end.

And i am questioning myself.

If i should once again try and work towards what i've been telling myself not to.

I don't know if i can overcome the fear and disappointment,

when what results is not what i hoped for.

I need to tell myself to stop doubting,

to stop thinking.

And just work my best towards the goal.

What awaits....

I do not know.

Should i brace myself for the disappointment which is likely?

Hmmmm