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keeping mum doesn't mean i do not have a temper.

smiling doesn't mean i'm ok.

not flaring up doesn't mean you can talk to me rudely.

being friends doesn't mean you can treat me like i'm an idiot.

and you ask my why i am so reserved.

you say i'm always working.

but at least i like what i do.

is that wrong?

i wish i have more support and less ridicule.

Have u ever EVEN wondered why i seem so distant now.

i don't like to be ridiculed like that. and i do not think i like your judgemental comments.

what you feel and think is not what i feel and think.

respect me please.

if not i will only drift further away.

and i thought friends are supposed to support one another.

All i can think of  is your ' omg, i cannot believe you" kinda sceptical face.

How can i not feel hurt.