那个人, 不会是我.
Back from Aust,
Back a better person.
(:
Monday, July 16, 2012
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Out of sight out of mind
It's as if everything has been a series of commercial breaks.
It's time to put a break to these.
Out of sight, out of mind.
Slowly.
It shall be done.
It's time to put a break to these.
Out of sight, out of mind.
Slowly.
It shall be done.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
fairness is not being fair to everyone
Life is never fair.
The way the world works...
Depends largely on relationships...
Call it unfair,
or even dirty.
That's something we cannot change.
Imperfections of human nature.
Deal with it.
Fairness never wins.
The way the world works...
Depends largely on relationships...
Call it unfair,
or even dirty.
That's something we cannot change.
Imperfections of human nature.
Deal with it.
Fairness never wins.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
):
keeping mum doesn't mean i do not have a temper.
smiling doesn't mean i'm ok.
not flaring up doesn't mean you can talk to me rudely.
being friends doesn't mean you can treat me like i'm an idiot.
and you ask my why i am so reserved.
you say i'm always working.
but at least i like what i do.
is that wrong?
i wish i have more support and less ridicule.
Have u ever EVEN wondered why i seem so distant now.
i don't like to be ridiculed like that. and i do not think i like your judgemental comments.
what you feel and think is not what i feel and think.
respect me please.
if not i will only drift further away.
and i thought friends are supposed to support one another.
All i can think of is your ' omg, i cannot believe you" kinda sceptical face.
How can i not feel hurt.
smiling doesn't mean i'm ok.
not flaring up doesn't mean you can talk to me rudely.
being friends doesn't mean you can treat me like i'm an idiot.
and you ask my why i am so reserved.
you say i'm always working.
but at least i like what i do.
is that wrong?
i wish i have more support and less ridicule.
Have u ever EVEN wondered why i seem so distant now.
i don't like to be ridiculed like that. and i do not think i like your judgemental comments.
what you feel and think is not what i feel and think.
respect me please.
if not i will only drift further away.
and i thought friends are supposed to support one another.
All i can think of is your ' omg, i cannot believe you" kinda sceptical face.
How can i not feel hurt.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Life, Love and Celebration
Came across this photo while browsing at Page One yesterday. I love the contrast of their uniforms, their posture and how everyone seems to be in such a celebratory mood.
Totally unplanned for, and yet everything just seem to fit in so perfectly.
These 2 people did not know each other and yet they shared the kiss of celebration.
This picture is one i really really like.
Today, i came across this note.
Though i know that nobody really comes here anymore, i still want to share it.
Steve Jobs and his wife.
On the Month of 2011, at the celebrate of his 20th anniversary with his wife, Laurene Powell Jobs, He read a note he had written:
"We didn't know much about each other 20 years ago. We were guided by our intuition; you swept me off my feet. It was snowing when we got married at the Ahwahnee (Lodge in Yosemite). Years passed, kids came, good times, hard times, but never bad times. Our love and respect has endured and grown. We've been through so much together and here we are right back where we started 20 years ago -- older, wiser -- with wrinkles on our faces and hearts. We now know many of life's joys, sufferings, secrets and wonders and we're still here together. My feet have never returned to the ground."
After reading it, he "cried uncontrollably."
I really love the last sentence:
" My feet has never returned to the ground "
Love is such a wonderful thing, if it's tangible, i'm sure it'll be the most beautiful thing on earth.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
travelling
想旅行，
想出去走走。
想看世界。
想活得更精彩。
也许我的想法很肤浅，幼稚。
但这是我喜欢的生活方式。
心不定，人不留。
开心就好。
问题就是没有钱。
tsk.
回到现实，被打回原形。
(not 圆形 pls)
想出去走走。
想看世界。
想活得更精彩。
也许我的想法很肤浅，幼稚。
但这是我喜欢的生活方式。
心不定，人不留。
开心就好。
问题就是没有钱。
tsk.
回到现实，被打回原形。
(not 圆形 pls)
Thursday, October 27, 2011
慢靈魂
晚霞灿烂照着我 一朵蒲公英飘落窗口
就在小镇的街头 数着路灯我一个人走
终究会习惯 这种生活
太多的困惑 我不想懂
就在没有月光的时候 流星划过我的身后
微风轻轻吹 吹得我心醉
我像风筝飞 被吹得好远
越过了无垠海边 我只想要慢慢飞
微风轻轻吹 谁在流眼泪
我像风筝飞 越过了界限 好远 流星划过的瞬间
我才发现找不到 oh 我的世界
点点星光照着我 这种寂寞穿过我胸口
就在小镇的街头 数着路灯我一个人走
终究会习惯 这种生活
太多的困惑 我不想懂
就在没有月光的时候 流星划过我的身后
微风轻轻吹 吹得我心醉
我像风筝飞 被吹得好远
越过了无垠海边 我只想要慢慢飞
微风轻轻吹 谁在流眼泪
我像风筝飞 越过了界限 好远 流星划过的瞬间
我才担心会找不到 oh 你的世界
微风轻轻吹 吹得我心醉
我像风筝飞 被丢的好远
越过了无垠海边 我只想要慢慢飞
微风轻轻吹 不要流眼泪
我像风筝飞 越过了界限 好远
原谅我的慢灵魂 我担心会找不到 希望找得到
会不会跟不上 你的世界
就在小镇的街头 数着路灯我一个人走
终究会习惯 这种生活
太多的困惑 我不想懂
就在没有月光的时候 流星划过我的身后
微风轻轻吹 吹得我心醉
我像风筝飞 被吹得好远
越过了无垠海边 我只想要慢慢飞
微风轻轻吹 谁在流眼泪
我像风筝飞 越过了界限 好远 流星划过的瞬间
我才发现找不到 oh 我的世界
点点星光照着我 这种寂寞穿过我胸口
就在小镇的街头 数着路灯我一个人走
终究会习惯 这种生活
太多的困惑 我不想懂
就在没有月光的时候 流星划过我的身后
微风轻轻吹 吹得我心醉
我像风筝飞 被吹得好远
越过了无垠海边 我只想要慢慢飞
微风轻轻吹 谁在流眼泪
我像风筝飞 越过了界限 好远 流星划过的瞬间
我才担心会找不到 oh 你的世界
微风轻轻吹 吹得我心醉
我像风筝飞 被丢的好远
越过了无垠海边 我只想要慢慢飞
微风轻轻吹 不要流眼泪
我像风筝飞 越过了界限 好远
原谅我的慢灵魂 我担心会找不到 希望找得到
会不会跟不上 你的世界
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
旅行的意義
你看過了許多美景
你看過了許多美女
你迷失在地圖上每一道短暫的光陰
你品嚐了夜的巴黎
你踏過下雪的北京
你熟記書本裡每一句你最愛的真理
卻說不出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你動心
說不出離開的原因
你累計了許多飛行
你用心挑選紀念品
你蒐集了地圖上每一次的風和日麗
你擁抱熱情的島嶼
你埋葬記憶的土耳其
你流連電影裡美麗的不真實的場景
卻說不出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你分心
說不出旅行的意義
你勉強說出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你分心
說不出離開的原因
勉強說出你為我寄出的每一封信
都是你離開的原因
你離開我 就是旅行的意義
你看過了許多美女
你迷失在地圖上每一道短暫的光陰
你品嚐了夜的巴黎
你踏過下雪的北京
你熟記書本裡每一句你最愛的真理
卻說不出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你動心
說不出離開的原因
你累計了許多飛行
你用心挑選紀念品
你蒐集了地圖上每一次的風和日麗
你擁抱熱情的島嶼
你埋葬記憶的土耳其
你流連電影裡美麗的不真實的場景
卻說不出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你分心
說不出旅行的意義
你勉強說出你愛我的原因
卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情
卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你分心
說不出離開的原因
勉強說出你為我寄出的每一封信
都是你離開的原因
你離開我 就是旅行的意義
Sunday, October 23, 2011
worries
i worry.
7 wks.
how am i, or rather. how are we all going to raise enough $$ for this trip?
y is it that everyone seems so oblivious.
half hearted effort.
tires me out.
but i;m still grateful to those who see the proj as their very own.
luckily they are around.
7 wks.
how am i, or rather. how are we all going to raise enough $$ for this trip?
y is it that everyone seems so oblivious.
half hearted effort.
tires me out.
but i;m still grateful to those who see the proj as their very own.
luckily they are around.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
barrier
This barrier.
So huge.
I dunno whether i should cross it.
I question my faith.
Is this worth it?
Is it the right thing to do?
To abandon one's original beliefs.
To adopt something else.
Should i?
Should i not?
So huge.
I dunno whether i should cross it.
I question my faith.
Is this worth it?
Is it the right thing to do?
To abandon one's original beliefs.
To adopt something else.
Should i?
Should i not?
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Sunday, September 25, 2011
well said
This is so true. If only people UNDERSTAND this and not treat us like a commodity.
From xinmsn:
Professor Tan Ser Kiat, president of SMC, said: "There are many reasons — one is of course advancing technological demands and he must be more knowledgeable. Second and an equally important factor is the increasing demands and expectations of the public.
"From my experience, some of these demands and expectations are unrealistic and therefore we have to try to resolve that. We all know that medicine is unlike nuclear physics where one plus one is always equal to two. The practice of medicine is based on experience and outcomes, and no two patients are identical. So the doctor may do his best but the outcome may not necessarily be what the patient is looking for".
Defensive medicine.
How sad.
From xinmsn:
Professor Tan Ser Kiat, president of SMC, said: "There are many reasons — one is of course advancing technological demands and he must be more knowledgeable. Second and an equally important factor is the increasing demands and expectations of the public.
"From my experience, some of these demands and expectations are unrealistic and therefore we have to try to resolve that. We all know that medicine is unlike nuclear physics where one plus one is always equal to two. The practice of medicine is based on experience and outcomes, and no two patients are identical. So the doctor may do his best but the outcome may not necessarily be what the patient is looking for".
Defensive medicine.
How sad.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
report
Venue: Home
Sept 05 2011
War time.
Sept 09 2011
Foreign allies do not understand. Starts accusations and sarcasm.
Sept 11 2011
Beginnings of cold war.
Sept 15 2011
Cold war expected to spread to involve more parties.
Jia lat. I think i need more ammunition.
Gonna be a 1: n situation.
Better plan to look for another 栖身之所。
Sept 05 2011
War time.
Sept 09 2011
Foreign allies do not understand. Starts accusations and sarcasm.
Sept 11 2011
Beginnings of cold war.
Sept 15 2011
Cold war expected to spread to involve more parties.
Jia lat. I think i need more ammunition.
Gonna be a 1: n situation.
Better plan to look for another 栖身之所。
Changes
When friendship becomes a source of stress.
When expectations become stiffling.
And remarks bear a tinge of sarcasm.
Agreement is not always required.
Just simple respect of other people's views.
The tone implies more than the words.
If such is the view.
why should i be there.
When expectations become stiffling.
And remarks bear a tinge of sarcasm.
Agreement is not always required.
Just simple respect of other people's views.
The tone implies more than the words.
If such is the view.
why should i be there.