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Sometimes, certain things people do just make you feel so incompetent.

Somehow, whatever that has happened makes me feel so.

I don't deny that i still feel weird.

I don't deny that i've NEVER let my guard down.

But i'm still learning to deal with people, with certain behaviours of others which irks me.

It's tough.

And i really need to say no soon.

It's making me feel used.

How would you feel if people come running to you to get things,

without asking sometimes, without saying thanks afterwards..

and most importantly makes you highly suspicious that they will reciprocrate that kind offer?

Fake smiles, fake gestures, real hypocrites.

Perhaps i'm in the process into becoming one.

wassup

alright, just in case any of you guys out there are wondering why i wrote the previous entry......

don't worry, i'm not plagued by matters of the heart.

Not now and i don't think it will happen in the near future.

It was just. hmm how i felt about what that has been happening around me and what i see.

heh.

definitely not the events happening to me. so don't worry.

Thanks for your concern anyway,

And sometimes i do wonder who exactly reads my blog?

School's starting tomorrow.

Shucks. i want longer holidays