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Sometimes, certain things people do just make you feel so incompetent.

Somehow, whatever that has happened makes me feel so.

I don't deny that i still feel weird.

I don't deny that i've NEVER let my guard down.

But i'm still learning to deal with people, with certain behaviours of others which irks me.

It's tough.

And i really need to say no soon.

It's making me feel used.

How would you feel if people come running to you to get things,

without asking sometimes, without saying thanks afterwards..

and most importantly makes you highly suspicious that they will reciprocrate that kind offer?

Fake smiles, fake gestures, real hypocrites.

Perhaps i'm in the process into becoming one.