3rd nov 09

I kinda realise what is it that i want,

what is that that i don't want.

It's difficult to draw the line.

But after tonight,

I kinda know it.

At least i have a clearer picture now.

I've never felt so relieved before.

I'm happy the way things are right now.

Status updates

This time round,

I'm starting to doubt myself.

My actions, my attitude, my approach, my thoughts.

I wonder if this is what i want.

I wonder if this is what i should be doing.

I wonder if i should stop or carry on.

I wonder what is in front of me.

I wonder if i really knew what i want.

This is getting out of control.

Things aren't going the way i want them to be.

Things aren't how i thought they would be.

Things are just spinning out of control.

The more i know, the more i do, the more i talk.

The more i see the differences,

the more the truth deviates from my imagination.

Things just aren't the way i thought they were.

I think i will just stop once and for all.

Go back to how things were.

I'm more comfortable there.