roller coaster!!!!!

Perhaps i'm thinking too much.

I need to get focused soon.

I don't know what i'm looking for, what i want.

I have no idea what i should prepare myself for.

It's going to be a roller-coaster ride.

Ups and downs.

Let me learn to handle them well.

And hopefully in the journey, find out what's my meaning in life and what i am really looking for.

I don't want the principle of self-fufilling prophecy to happen again.

And hopefully i will not let myself fall into it again.

But right now, i don't know where i am heading to.

Year 2 soon. scary