Brrr

Reading my entries since i started the blog last year.

I realise i've been harboring negative thoughts.

Bad ones, nasty ones, whatever shit that is.

been lashing out really quite a lot here,

been trashing out a lot here.

as i look back,

it all just seem so childish.

Makes me feel like a hypocrite to a certain extend.

yuck.

So disgusted with myself.

perhaps i should stop doing this and grow out of it.

gosh..

I don't want to turn into one big hypocrite.

I rather be a hippo even if that means my butt's gonna be blown out of proportion and my mouth's gonna be the same size as my rear.

Brrrr