FP test

I have no idea what kind of friendship you call this.

I hope it was just a matter of fact that you forgot.

But this is the second time this has happened.

And i find it hard to find trust in this.

You said you will help me, but what i find somehow tells me otherwise.

If it was made known that i won't be available during the feedback session,

and that important info like super obvious info was made to the class.

NOBODY SAID A SINGLE THING TO ME.

SO i guess almost whole class knows that *** is coming out EXcEPT ME?!

THanks a lot man.

right,

and i have to realise it on the day of the test when i overheard other people talking about it. 30 mins before the test.

And i had to ask again and what those people who knew my reason for absentism was:

"Huh? U were not here?"

perhaps i'm just so insignificant in class,

perhaps people really forgot,

perhaps people thinks otherwise, which i hope i'm just thinking too much on my part.

Yes,

it contributes only 1.25% to the final test.

But what mattered wasn't the grades.

It was how i am being dealt with.

Tell me how to trust again.

I tried to... and now it's gone.

Thanks for letting me realise who my friends really are.

Things hasn't changed afterall.

I just need this kinda things to remind myself again.

A lesson learnt,

will NOT let it happen again.

Tougher, but i'l learn to rely on myself,

just like how things were.