:(

I want to cry.

I really don't know what i'm up to ever since end of last year.

My grades are getting from bad to worse.

Then worst.

Today's pharmaco test....

I started VERY EARLY.

but i still couldn't remember so many things,

so much, so much.

I really don't know what is wrong.

Last year, never have i seen anything worse than an A-.

Now...

I'm seeing b- and C!

Working as hard,

But getting more and more stupid i guess.

So demoralising.

I know i shouldn't be concern about grades.

But if i don't even know the basics well...

what's there to talk about knowing other stuff.

And i admit i'm knowing much much less than i ought to.

I don't know what is wrong with me.

I am so screwed up..

Not even god can help me.