I wonder why i was kinda agitated just now, but well, i'm kinda starting to give up. I guess my submandibular, parotid and sublingual glands have malfunctioned. No more saliva left.
Somehow, i'm kinda worried for my anatomy test tomorrow. I have no idea why.
I've started revising kinda long ago and has been doing so rather consistently. Though i may not be able to stay up late till the time i said i wanted to, but at least i made sure i revised at least a little.
Somehow, i still don't feel prepared at all. I don't know why.
It's 3 essay questions in 1 hour. Hell. How am i going to finish it?
I'm scared. I still don't feel prepared. I don't feel confident of doing it and doing well.
I really hope my grade is reflective of the effort that i have put in. i wonder how hard the others mug for anat too though. Not that i want to compare, but somehow i would like to know if they mugged as hard as i do, so i know whether the grade i get is justified or not, or whether i'm just being dis-illusioned that i'm some hard core mugging freak.
Somehow, this blog is slowly evolving from to become my way of communicating with the rest? I don't know. I do regret what i post sometimes, cos i guess a little too hmmm. revealing of my thoughts. But it's like once you start, you can't stop kinda thing. I have no idea why too. maybe i should really learn how to practise censorship here. As in, seriously practising censorship.
Well, once again, 2 entries in 1 day. A little too much.
Amazed at how much i blog too.
Anyway,
To the birthday boy : HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!!! Older by 1 year le, more reasons for you to be more aunty le. haha. Hope you like the cake, though i seriously question whether qiyuan ate more or you ate more. Lolz. But i hope it's nice.
Coming up next is MAVIS's birthday. YEAH!
My blog can be more interesting and funny man. I will make it less dreadful. I find my blog too much of a ranting and too dreadful. Come on, life has to be better than that. Yes, i shall make mine colourful and beautiful and pretty-ful, and funny-ful and etc etc. Running out of vocab. Gosh.
And yes, i'm not some emo kid. Lolz.
Monday, November 5, 2007
Sunday, November 4, 2007
The 2 Ws in life, i only want 1 of them.
I wonder what's wrong.
i'm kinda getting sick of ANAT!! Why why why? i can get sick of it later, but definitely not now when my test is on this tues, which is the day after tomorrow. not good, not good at all.
Well, i'm kinda happy that after tuesday, i'm finally getting a life. I shall go swimming, jogging, shopping, eating, sleeping and watching tv, at least for that rest of the week. Somehow, i've been so deprived, this is becoming my goal for this week.
Sad sia.
I shan't complain, cos i have 1 more month before another test comes and that will end this year for me.
It's fast eh? Kinda scary that this year has passed by so extremely fast. I was still working at secret recipe and now i'm in uni and ending my sem 1 already.
Thinking back on what i've done, kinda hope that time just stop. I wanna be lax lax and go for meet ups, go out with cousins, go work OTOT, go out etc etc without having the word " STUDIES" looming over me or haunting me at the back of my head.
I know i should enjoy this year, cos next year is going to be HELL for me. I know that and it'll be draining for me. What a so not good way to start the new sem, but bo bian. i look at the time table and i wanna die.
Looking back, i realised i've matured a little, in the way i think, well, that is in my own opinion, but somehow, i think i've learn to take a back seat already. It's a good feeling and i do feel much appreciative of myself, and not push myself so hard. I've come to realise that eventually everything will come to an end. No point making myself so sick of everything and feeling so unappreciative of myself. Somehow, i've learnt to be more appreciative of others too, which is a good thing. And at the same time, be more comfortable with who i am, and not try to be someone i'm not. It's tough to be always wanting to please, and i pity those who're like that cos they'll always living in someone elses's life and not their own.
I may lose courage in everything, but the least i should have is the courage to face myself.
I'm still learning how to though, but somehow as i age, it's amazing how my thoughts, my view and my way of thinking has changed.
Still amazes me how years can add wisdom and wrinkles at the same time.
TUESDAY!!!! HERE I COME!!!!!!!
Rather get it over and done with ASAP and get on with my FABULOUS plans for the weekend. Hope some dumb prof doesn't come around and throw us anymore bombshells. Lolz.
i'm kinda getting sick of ANAT!! Why why why? i can get sick of it later, but definitely not now when my test is on this tues, which is the day after tomorrow. not good, not good at all.
Well, i'm kinda happy that after tuesday, i'm finally getting a life. I shall go swimming, jogging, shopping, eating, sleeping and watching tv, at least for that rest of the week. Somehow, i've been so deprived, this is becoming my goal for this week.
Sad sia.
I shan't complain, cos i have 1 more month before another test comes and that will end this year for me.
It's fast eh? Kinda scary that this year has passed by so extremely fast. I was still working at secret recipe and now i'm in uni and ending my sem 1 already.
Thinking back on what i've done, kinda hope that time just stop. I wanna be lax lax and go for meet ups, go out with cousins, go work OTOT, go out etc etc without having the word " STUDIES" looming over me or haunting me at the back of my head.
I know i should enjoy this year, cos next year is going to be HELL for me. I know that and it'll be draining for me. What a so not good way to start the new sem, but bo bian. i look at the time table and i wanna die.
Looking back, i realised i've matured a little, in the way i think, well, that is in my own opinion, but somehow, i think i've learn to take a back seat already. It's a good feeling and i do feel much appreciative of myself, and not push myself so hard. I've come to realise that eventually everything will come to an end. No point making myself so sick of everything and feeling so unappreciative of myself. Somehow, i've learnt to be more appreciative of others too, which is a good thing. And at the same time, be more comfortable with who i am, and not try to be someone i'm not. It's tough to be always wanting to please, and i pity those who're like that cos they'll always living in someone elses's life and not their own.
I may lose courage in everything, but the least i should have is the courage to face myself.
I'm still learning how to though, but somehow as i age, it's amazing how my thoughts, my view and my way of thinking has changed.
Still amazes me how years can add wisdom and wrinkles at the same time.
TUESDAY!!!! HERE I COME!!!!!!!
Rather get it over and done with ASAP and get on with my FABULOUS plans for the weekend. Hope some dumb prof doesn't come around and throw us anymore bombshells. Lolz.