Fears for anat

I wonder why i was kinda agitated just now, but well, i'm kinda starting to give up. I guess my submandibular, parotid and sublingual glands have malfunctioned. No more saliva left.

Somehow, i'm kinda worried for my anatomy test tomorrow. I have no idea why.

I've started revising kinda long ago and has been doing so rather consistently. Though i may not be able to stay up late till the time i said i wanted to, but at least i made sure i revised at least a little.

Somehow, i still don't feel prepared at all. I don't know why.

It's 3 essay questions in 1 hour. Hell. How am i going to finish it?

I'm scared. I still don't feel prepared. I don't feel confident of doing it and doing well.

I really hope my grade is reflective of the effort that i have put in. i wonder how hard the others mug for anat too though. Not that i want to compare, but somehow i would like to know if they mugged as hard as i do, so i know whether the grade i get is justified or not, or whether i'm just being dis-illusioned that i'm some hard core mugging freak.

Somehow, this blog is slowly evolving from to become my way of communicating with the rest? I don't know. I do regret what i post sometimes, cos i guess a little too hmmm. revealing of my thoughts. But it's like once you start, you can't stop kinda thing. I have no idea why too. maybe i should really learn how to practise censorship here. As in, seriously practising censorship.

Well, once again, 2 entries in 1 day. A little too much.

Amazed at how much i blog too.

Anyway,

To the birthday boy : HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!!! Older by 1 year le, more reasons for you to be more aunty le. haha. Hope you like the cake, though i seriously question whether qiyuan ate more or you ate more. Lolz. But i hope it's nice.

Coming up next is MAVIS's birthday. YEAH!

My blog can be more interesting and funny man. I will make it less dreadful. I find my blog too much of a ranting and too dreadful. Come on, life has to be better than that. Yes, i shall make mine colourful and beautiful and pretty-ful, and funny-ful and etc etc. Running out of vocab. Gosh.

And yes, i'm not some emo kid. Lolz.