cousin's wedding

Just came back from my cousin's wedding. Gosh.. i have so much to say, to tell her.. but i just don't know how to start.

Seeing that she's married and happy, i'm really really glad for her. But 1 part of me just can't seem to let her go leh. I suppose that's how the rest of us feel too. When i saw the small video clip they made and the photos, i felt that. hmm, i'm so happy to be in this family, esp the 5 of us. though from diff family, but 5 of us is simply so close. Much much closer than siblings.

We went through a lot together. I suppose that's why when my aunt(mama) and uncle(papa) said what they wanted to tell jie jie in that video, we felt like crying, cos it was simply so touching. When it was our turn, i felt that maybe everyone of us is afraid that we'll say till we cry, or rather there's too much to say but we just can't seem to find the words. So.. the 4 of us did a funny version for her.

We grew up together, 3 cousins and jie jie and kor kor. Ever since we were kids all the way till we're all grown up now. It's a special bond that we have, that no one can replace anyone. SO when finally she's getting married, i felt very sher bu de.

Also don't know why like that lah.

But sitll. i wish her happiness.

Jie Jie ah, next time you feel like coming home must come home ok, must go back and see mama, papa and kor kor. If you kena bully must tell us ok, don't keep everything to yourself. If you feel unhappy must tell us also. But now that you're married, cannot be so childish already, must be more tolerant of things, and must learn to control your temper ah, not everyone can tahan you like us. If you miss mama's cooked food must come back for dinner lor, then you also must learn to cook ah. Don't always work and work then never eat, then when at home, must make sure you got enough sleep too, don't stay up too late, later dark rings appear.

Most importantly, must continue to come home more often, I'm sure mama, papa and kor kor will miss you one. Just that our family is not apt at expressing our emotions. Now that the home has one empty room, i'm sure it's gonna take come time before we can all adjust back.

You ah, control your temper hor, must stop complaning over little things already, and you cannot always pull a long face as and when you want to ah.

It's sad how time flies. In time to come,you'll be a mother and it'll be our turn to take care of your kid, like how you took care of us. And must come home often ok. We will miss you.

Must take care and be happy ok? We love you

Yi ding yao xing fu ah jie jie. :)