Panic

I have no idea how i'm going to make it.

I'm starting to panick.

Yes, i'm sorry, but yes. i'm panicking somehow.

I have 10 tests in the coming month.

And my finals are like in 4 months time.

Not mentioning the additional tests that have yet been included in my organiser and the various competency tests as well as projects to hand in and lab work to choing.

I realise i don't have much time since school is REALLY from 8 to 5.

With only an hour break in between.

I'm a kan jiong spider.

Cos i know i'm not doing as well this year anymore.

And i realise that after my promos,

I only have 2 weeks of vacation before a 9 week special terms starts.

After which i only have 3 weeks of hols.

And then..

TADAH!

Year 3.

I'm not bring kiasu here, but then again i study much slower than most people do,

And my memory's poor.

so i need more time than normal people.

I'm not trying to justify why i'm doing this post.

:(