Ignorance

I enjoy school,

but then again i don't.

I don't know what's wrong.

I really don't what my mood to be affected by what someone does.

Or somebody says.

I am still learning to be ignorant.

Sometimes i do it so well, i feel so dao.

Sometimes i just wanna do it,

cos i'm so tired i don't know what to say,

no energy to say anything.

Sometimes i just want to stop seeing,

sometimes i just want to stop hearing,

stop talking.

and then get a gd rest.

recharge myself, and start being ignorant again.

I realise,

sometimes ignorant is bliss.

Knowing may not be beneficial.

Knowing only makes you think deeper, think too much, think more than what you should.

So i've realised that the best way is to not think at all.

Focus on my own work.

Selfish? yes.

That's y i'm trying to find a balance to it.
:)