school

Nowadays,

i'm starting to enjoy school more.

Knowing some of my classmates better,

having more friends,

and having a few good friends.

Much better than last time.

And we're all so busy,

time just seem to fly past.

And it's the end of the day before you know it.

Then staying in lab to do work till 730.

School's like my home nw.

12 hours in school. Wide awake with adrenalin.

And at home,

i'm only awake for a few hours before i'm back in school again.

Usually in less than 12 hours time.

The stressful part is not lab.

it's clinics.

cos we're dealing with patients,

and profs,

and most importantly time.

It's so scary..

Just like a rollercoaster ride..

always gives me adrenalin rush.

Hopefully school remains as enjoyable as it is now.

hopefully....

I pray that i won't be super stressed up esp when i'm the FP rep now.

It's a bit too overwhelming sometimes, and i always end up spending my first lab session of the week settling things for the class.

Ended up wasting a lot of precious time.

When i'm home,

i'm so drained i can't think properly.

Let alone revise.

and somethings happened recently, so i was kinda distracted too, but i guess i thought too much, too deep, made it complex that's why.

Luckily, it's all over now.

I hope i can continue to love dentistry,

no matter how much stress i undergo,

no matter how unhappy i am,

with clinics, with staff, with lab, with just anything.

I hope i'll love it till the end, just like the beginning.

Let me not lose the goal.

I will make it.

I will give my 100% and demand 100% from myself too.

No less.