hmmm. reflections

Just as i dislike my life now as a student sometimes, i suppose i should give credit to my classmates around me too.

Definitely not fair if i don't do that.

I know none of them will be reading this, but i still would like to thank many of them.

For bringing smiles to my face when i am stressed and down.

For giving me help when i needed it.

For asking me how i was when i am ill and etc.

For playing along with me with all the silly jokes and what not.

For talking to me and asking me for lunch occassionally.

For saying Hi and acknowledging my prescence.

For talking to me and trying to make small conversations, esp when i am those who open up really slowly to people.

For listening to my woes at times.

Simply for helping me lead a easier life.

For this, i want to thank so many of them.

I realise i've been obscured by the negativity of some black sheeps around.

I realise i've been trapped in a vicious circle i've created for myself.

"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, `Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

I recalled reading this in the bible. It is kinda true.

Perhaps i should look at things differently.

Look only at the good, the beautiful. Ignore the nasty, the foul.

Maybe i need to try?!