Ignore me

Wonder if what done is right, and what wrong was wrong.

Reached the junction.

Crossed the barrier.

Never looked back.

But what ever happened keeps haunting.

Addition things, worries, obligations, responsibilities.

Roles to play, things to do, people to help, people to answer to.

Who then answers my questions?

Who can sit down and listen to what i have to say.

See what i have within?

Without despise nor pity.

Who can do so without judgement?

Even so, am i ready?

The past keeps haunting, the future seems uncertain.

The bad thing about being too independent at times.

I am tired.

I have always been doing things for a reason, be it known to people or not. Even what colour i want my blog to be.

I just want to do something without any reason at all.

Even for once.

Exhausted. Fatigued.

Who understands when even i have no clue.

About so many things happening.

I feel that i lack something, something which i don't even know it myself.

The key.

What is it.. what powers does it behold.

Escapism seems alluring.

But it is never the way out.

I need a break.

I hope to be a kid all over again.

Find myself back again.

But i have not much time left.

More things are coming my way.

Not a question of whether i will but a matter of whether i can.

I need the key.

I am fine. Ignore me.

The lock seems strong, but it awaits the key, before it truly understands the real meaning of its existance.