argh

I really wanna slap myself a thousnd times.

It's like... i know i got the answer.

But i just can't remember it.

And there are so many things which i know i knew. And which use to come into my mind in a split second, things which aren't even taught before hand.

But all of a sudden i just can't remember them.

Even things thought and emphasized in class.

All i did was to make guesses.

I'm so going to be dissapointed when my results are out.

And i bet the Profs will be kinda shocked and disappointed.

Then perhaps they'll know that i'm kinda dumb afterall.

WHAT IS GOING ON?!

WHAT SHOULD I DO ABOUT THIS?

Is this mental block? Why am i having it?

What a disastrous day.

Utterly demoralising.

This feeling is like.....

A huge lump if being stuck in my chest which i'm trying either to force it down or punch it till it comes out.

Dui and Pek Chek with myself.

Bloody ass i must have been.

Damn idiotic.