Cross junction

It's weird how certain thoughts and emotions left buried for a long long time gets unraveled suddenly.

Certain memories, certain events, certain people, certain experiences.

Either good or bad.

Just can't help but think of the past.

Just for this once,

If i could ever go back again...

I would not have done what i did.

Perhaps i should have given myself a chance to be myself.

To stop trying so hard.

To stop being so eccentric.

Perhaps then,

the outcome would have been different.

The result being more desirable.

Instead of coming back to become dust all over again.

Perhaps, that's how life's suppose to be.

Cross junctions are everywhere.

Some, you just cross and forget.

Others... you never will.

I suppose somethings come only once in your life.

Once gone, forever gone.