Tell me what to do

Somehow i don't feel right.

My brain seems to be so loaded with stuff. i can't really remember what i've learnt or read.

That means i've got to read some stuff at least 2 times before i can register it.

That's so worrying.

And i realise i have a problem of not knowing what to write for exams because some questions are so vague and i have absolutely no idea where to start and what to write, what depth is required and the breadth to cover as well.

Typical qns for oral bio:

Write short notes on......
Briefly describe....
Write briefly....

And i feel my stress level going up.

Which can only mean bad things.. I work extremely badly in times of stress. esp when it comes to mugging.

I can't study efficiently at home. But i have the problem of not being able to wake up in time to go library. Furthermore.. I'm a slow learner and short term memory.

How?

Help.

Worrying. Panicking.

I really don't know what to do.

A mountain waiting for me.

But i don't know what should i do.

I don't want A level monster to appear again.

Hai.

Time is running out. Morale is running low. Stress levels running high.