i really don't know what to do

Took a look at the TYS for oral biolody.

Holy holy.

I can't even answer like 5 % of the questions there.

Some are asking me stuff which i don't even recall learning or even hearing before.

Bad thing is..

Oral bio lectures are always in a rush.

Prof's are like talking greek, their notes are like merely brief summaries.

And what ever they say during the lectures are too brief, too disorganised, too little.

And i suspect that the amount taught in class is barely enough for me to manage a pass, since i cannot write well.

Main problem lies in the questions which are asking for so much information, cos the scope is so wide and the questions AREN'T specific at all.

Write short notes? --> how short?
Write briefly--> how brief?
Describe--> in detail or what, include everything or what, which process do you want?

THe main thing is.. the things which i read from the textbook( which they keep asking us to refer to) are too much.

And that blody textbook keeps talking about things which are still under research and not conclusive, and the language is so chim when what they are trying to explain is so...........

Man. I bet they're trying to make themselves sound more pro than the other authors.

Shall take it as a challenge.

Bad thing is..

I have so many challenges now.

Anat, biochem, physio

argh

how how how?

I'm so busy. i'm so stressed up.

i can hardly bring myself to sleep cos every minute spend sleeping is a minute lost mugging.

i'm drinking coffee and tea more than water.

proper meals are reduced to bread, maggi mee and what not FAST food, unless it's cooked by someone else and that there're no queues etc.

I hate lunch time crowds. waste of time to queue for food.

not going everywhere without the papers.

having dinner in my room and not at the table.

making library my home.

my home a hostel.

Although i only slept from 9 am to 1 pm on sunday since saturday 10 am..

I am having the urge to do a all-night long just to mug.........

i really don't know what to do.

i put in so much effort.

but i think i'm such a goner this time round.

i really don't know how to continue.