What is it?

I'm having adrenalin rush.

I don't know why.

Perhaps it's the upcoming exams, perhaps it's something else?

I need help for this. Been needing a lot of sleep, but no matter how much, it just doesn't seem to be enough.

School is starting and i'm panicking.

I don't know why.

I hope it's not the A level syndrome. Had it once and ONCE is enough to drive me crazy.

Something is lacking.

I don't know what.

And this is making me worried, simply because i don't know what it is, i can't even attempt to find it.

I know there is something i need. but what is that 'something', i don't know.

Is it time? Drive? Motivation? Friends?

Argh...

My life revolves around only a few things for now and i miss having friends around me, like back in fhss, COOW, nj, band, s19 etc.

I feel. weird.

I suppose i shall return to mugging to drown these first, before i find enough time to start figuring out what is it that i'm missing out.

Meanwhile, just try to be happy.

Hahahaha

My first attempt.