1st week

I like lab sessions.

But i don't know why i keep screwing it up.

short changing myself of the time

And i'm so damn it slow now.

And i hate it when i have to rush and squeeze and "fight" for materials.

so insane.

so rush.

I don't know how i will be able to work fast and be ahead of things instead of things being ahead of me.

It's crazy, frantic, frenzy.

And i cannot work with stress that well.

Stress does wonders to my body.

for one..

constipation is one of its master works

i'm full of shit.

Literally.

argh. hahaha

it's suffocating

And it's only the 1st week of yr 2, the start of hell