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I feel kinda bad.

That u realise sometimes i do spend too much time working, mugging etc.

That i am spending lesser and lesser time with my parents, and friends especially.

I owe them a lot a lot.

My time etc.

Now that i am having float building..

I thought i would be more free.

But that doesn't seem to be the case.

Most of the time, i'm clueless as to what to do.

So i just try and find things to do.

But i find myself screwing things up.

Just today, I spilled paint.

Bad bad bad.

And i keep doing things slowly.

Work to be done in 1 day.

I took like 3 days?

Nono.

Not enough money, not enough funds.

hai.

And i feel guilty that i was unable to interact with siew, reg etc..

We got so much to catch up.

So much to talk about.

Just 1 year ago,

I was still a freshie.

Things were SO different.

I wasn't in dentistry 365 days ago.

Things have changed so much.

For the good, for the bad.

I just hope i didn't change.