the best and the worst

I'm so disappointed with some people today.

Was supposed to do something together.

Ended up doing it alone today.

And i have no idea why they didn't turn up.

But i guess i should stop helping people who never seem to want to help themselves other than other people helping them.

really.

sick of it.

Been refraining myself to bother about them for so long, hence the absence of fireballs.

But everytime,

I just find myself being disappointed with people again and again,

over and over again.

sick.

Really sick and tired.

I'm not going to help them anymore.

And sometimes i find myself going at my own expenses to help them.

What for?

waste my energy and effort.

Most importantly,

waste my time and make me feel that it's not worthwhile at all.

I rather help people who are dedicated to what they are doing.

Luckily i've found such people in class and i would rather go all out to make our days better in school.

Seeing the best and the worst in people.

Really broadens my horizons.