fireballs

I don't know how i will feel if i keep this within me for too long.

I'm just bursting with dis-pleasure.

ARGH.

i need to get it off, so yeah, bear with me while i rant.

Whatever i type below is gonna be part of a FIREBALL entry.

so pardon me if i sound really childish and what not.

I need to get it off my chest.

It's making my blood boil and i need to relieve it a little.

I really cannot take this person anymore.

ARGH.

ok here it goes.

Don't ask me who the "YOU" is. just take it as someone i really start to dislike.

First, u asked me where my loyalty lies on the first day of school when in the first place, i don't even know you well and since u asked me about orientation, i told u about science. And it's not good when i keep hearing that a few times after that.

Bad 1st impression u've given me. VERY VERY bad.

then next, u made sarcastic remarks which in my view were rather insulting, not only to me but also to my friends.

Esp when u said stuff like. " y u wear until so slack, just like the science ppl leh. so slack so slack. Aiyah, u go science la, dun come here la. U don't look any different from them. go science la. "

shock. bewildered. insulted.

1 word. WTF.

Pardon my language, but i'm really pissed.

Though this happen like almost 10 months ago or even more, i still cannot take it.

and then. it's today.

I really don't see the point of u making such a hmm, how would i say.. utterly NOT amusing remark. Yes, u may assume that i'm at the end of class and will be oblivious to it. but no. i heard it. maybe i'm being over sensitive. but i really don't see the need of u to say " Oh, u nv come sch yesterday ah, nvm la, borrow ky's notes she copies everything that the lecturer says." yeah.

i see the smile on ur face and i want to smack u.

Somehow i thought somebody was asking me for whole series of lecture notes the other time?

to think u got the face to say it.

and just yesterday, i waited so darn long to use the trimming machine, and then just as i was trimming my FIRST set of cast, while many others have trimmed theirs already.

I really don't understand y u want to queue behind me when the other person using the OTHER machine is just doing a little work and there's nobody behind her.

I see no point y u need to say : " KY, do u think i have any chance of touching the trimming machine today?"

Oh come on. do u need to be THAT sarcastic?

Just as i'm starting to enjoy sch...

i need to be reminded of all these.

say that i'm petty.

But i just cannot take it anymore.

any moment..

i swear i'm so gonna lose my temper.

considering the fact that i've not lost my temper since school started.

don't make me do it.

i won't be very nice.

and i don't think it'll be a nice scene or situation to be in.

I try as hard as possible to tolerate the nonsense and treat it as if u're spewing shit from your mouth, i refrain from displaying displeasure.

Cos i don't want to downgrade myself to YOUR level. And i see no point in wasting my time over u.

But somehow, as i try to act normal and pretend nothing happen, i feel like a hypocrite.

Makes me wanna slap myself upside down.

I really cannot take it anymore.

This is the last straw.

Forgive me for calling u bitch.

argh.

i need to scream.

i bet i look childish and ultra low EQ now.

But i can't take it anymore.

enough nonsense.

I've had enough.

argh.

alright, i feel so much better.

i really think i need to NOT publish this.

But heck.

THIS is MY blog.

And thanks bitch, for making me realise there are so many wonderful people around you.

Even lizards seem to pale in comparison to you.

At least they don't talk the way u do.