Are we all happy?

I seriously wonder how many of us are really happy out there. When we smile, when we joke, when we laugh, how much of us do it from within? i dunno. i realise i've been feeling rather miserable inside. i guess i really miss my friends from NJ and my life back then. I know i was definitely much happier there despite the stress of A levels. Somehow, talking to them on msn, even without seeing them warms my heart more than anything else and that simple "be happy" meant more than it ever did. And when sometimes talking over the phone or a simple how's life means more and truly shows that they care. I mean, certain things u just feel it. It's magical. yeah it is.
I suppose when u have people who really cares and wants to see that u are happy, u just feel touched. I am glad i met all those special ones who really made my life so so so much more enjoyable admist all the unhappiness that is kinda stuck in this phase of my life now. i need to get out. I promise i will real soon.

Thanks everybody. We will all jia you together!!!
Somehow, i tink NJ rocks. heh heh

P.S : Thanks HT, JQ and Reg for talking to me on msn just now. Oh yeah, and ash, thanks for listening to my rantings over the phone just now. I'm sure we'll overcome this phase of our life soon, well, 1.5 more years for u yeah? I will tahan my 4 years. :D