I think i'm starting to burn out. Don't know why, but i am just starting to sleep a lot and i really feel tired ever so often. In addition to that sore throat outbreak and fever on wed night, i am just exhausted. Gosh this is not good. It's like i concuss the moment my head touches the pillow and it's almost an instant thing the moment my head is 180 degrees to my body. I wonder if there is a better biolopgical protractor than my head. haha
Well, i just did this colorgenics test online. Here's the results. Not so good eh? somehow it is true to certain extend and not true to certain extend. Aiyah, just read for your own leisure yeah? whether is it really true, i dun even know it myself. I wonder if this reads into your subconscious, but well, my results aren'at that good. Ooops. i actually dislike the some of the words, makes me feel like i'm a manipulator or something like that. Hmmm. negative connotations are just so not nice. Sounds like i'm scheming or something. shucks.
haha
results:
You are striving to make favourable impressions all of the time and you are going out of your way to make the impression that you are something special. You are constantly on the watch to see how your friends and neighbours are reacting to your various ploys. But this is so unnecessary because most of the time you are in control of the situation - and you are, in the nicest sense of the word, a 'manipulator' because you use various strategies very cleverly in order to influence and obtain the necessary recognition.You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.
I did the test again and what is stated is almost the same except these additional parts.
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement..
Well, how much of me do u see in this? Man.. i really don' t like the manipulator words and the word " ploys". Am i really that scheming? maybe my mindset should change.
try it too :http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm
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