Thursday, October 18, 2007

Muggerish instincts

Somehow, i guess i am really a mugger. i am so enjoying my cariology project though it is really taking up a lot of my time, but i just enjoy doing it. I hope what my group have done so far is correct lor, cos if Prof Hsu decides that it is trash, i'll just die on the spot cos i spend a hell lot of effort doing it. My team mates too.

Now i'm worrying for my anatomy, think i will chiong anat over the weekends, but then, i still got ppt to do which is simply SHIT!!! cos it's a hell lot lor. And biochem got so many doubts, morpho need to read and do the note book. Oral bio is chimilogy and need to read. The worse thing is, my OD is still at my 1st cavity prep when the others are starting on their 3rd one already. i need to chiong my OD next monday. must at least do 2, if not cannot keep up.. OMG OMG!!!!

Aiyah, feeling hungry now, how i wish got mee goreng to eat. haha. Yeah i'm happy though i'm trying to lock the past behind. It's a beautiful shadow la, but, i got to move on. :D

Right, study anat now that i've just completed most of the cario. :)

Went to do the test again and here's a totally different result,

You are a very emotional and sensitive individual. Your life and love of life is dominated by your emotions - you have great feeling towards your fellow man and you are always full of enthusiasm but be careful, you tend to let your heart rule your head and this being so, you could be easily hurt - as perhaps you may have indeed been hurt in the past.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

You are very restless and inclined to be depressed - and try as you may you feel that you are unable to control the situation in which you now find yourself. You refuse point blank to relinquish control of your feelings and to place yourself in other people's hands. It would appear that there is a condition or a relationship on the horizon which you feel could cause you further unwarranted aggravation and stress. This is the last thing you need at this time. There must be more to life than the present situation. You are not quite sure what you are looking for and so you tend to be impatient and irritable until what you seek presents itself to you. You need to get away from this unsatisfactory state of mind, especially now, as you find that your powers of concentration are suffering.

There is an inherent fear that you may be prevented from achieving the things you want. This activates your subconscious desire for peace of mind and mental security. It is increasingly obvious to you that the environment that you are in is not conducive to your well-being and so you are seeking fresh fields - somewhere free of conflict where you can RELAX and THINK.

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