Fatigue is when you wake up after a nap, taking a longer time than usual to find out what's going on in life. It happens when i wake up wondering which day and what time is it.
It's happening again. Not a good sign. Anyway, i need to learn to say no. Not really fair to me that i'm always fervently paying attention in class and copying stuff while the others just come and borrow my notes to zap or wadever because
1) They are not paying attention
2) They dun bother
3) They skipped lessons
4) They are just slower
I dun mind helping if they're slower, but when people borrow my notes so often, almost happening everyweek to me, i wonder if it's really fair to me, wonder if it's getting overboard.
I need to learn to say no, but i need to learn to keep words to myself too. Sometimes saying what i feel, what i think, although for a good cause may not be what others want. Sometimes, being nice is not a good thing afterall, people take you for granted and well, do they really appreciate? But still, telling them to be more independent or some other thing for their own good may not be a good thing afterall..Haha.
Shall be more nasty then. Somebody please teach me how to say no. This whole bloody shit is really getting on my nerves, together with so many other things. I need more time to mug.
Heck. i just woke up. Brains not really processing well and fast to know what's going on really and what i'm saying, not focusing on 1 topic to talk about anymore....
I hate this. Need to upgrade my RAM already. If not it's taking a really long time to start up each time i nap. Not good.
I'm slow when i wake up.
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