Wassup

As expected, my group was chosen to be the 1st 4 to present. Come on, not really fair sia, but yes, at least it is over and done with. I won't say we did a good job, that is to my expectations. But generally almost everyone in the group worked really hard for it. But i suppose the lack of time to search for stuff and prepare for the presentation is the thing that we all lack.

But well, nothing else to do already. Life's never fair, just blame it on our luck i guess, to get such a sucky topic and be chosen to be the 1st to present. I mean, look, the other groups' topics are more direct and they have tons of info online or anywhere. But mine? " Amazing tooth", gosh, how vague can that be?

Heck. Over already.

Anyway, kinda feeling a little guilty, cos promised to help Qiyuan and Zach buy fruits from the science stall, but too lazy to walk there from the library. but well, i'm having lessons there tml and i shall make sure i buy from them. Why not right? Fruits are healthy and i'm helping my friends too!

Ok, met kenneth at the library just now. Haha. we are all muggers. Yes, and i shall mug more tml. Didn't really do as much as i would like to today. Not good at all.

I will mug tonight, i guess i'm really becoming a mugger. HARDCORE mugger that is. Quite sad, but nothing wrong with that. After this 4 years, i'll be FREE!!!

Kinda sad that i've not really had a life other than mugging and mugging and mugging, not to say working as well. but it's like each time i wanna give my self a break, i'll start feeling useless and lazy and etc just after 1 week.

No joke, i can't stay stagnant and not being a contributing member of the family or say society. I have no idea why. I just can't seem to slow myself down. It has become more like a habit of mine than anything else and it is not healthy nor good. To think about it, i only "sort of" rested for 1 month after A levels before i found a job and started working all the way till before SOW orientation and the rest is history la. Mugging non-stop and nothing else.

I'm weird, I'm a Guai Tai and i know it too. But i dunno why i'm like that. Isn't it a normal thing for people to be lazy?

I wanna be lazy too. I wanna slack and do nothing all day. But i guess, the grass is always greener on the other side. Whenever i'm busy, i wanna slack. But when i'm slacking, i hope i'm doing something productive.

I'm a guai tai. i don't deny. I agree too.

Don't worry, hanging around with me doesn't make u a guai tai.

Kinda starting to think whether in the future, i'll be able to find someone who is able to accept this aspect of me. Cos if not, i guess he'll feel very uptight all the time and stressed out. He won't be able to breathe at all. It wouldn't really be fair since i will always focus on work, which i foresee myself doing. But well, that is in the future, so heck la. Too early to talk about such things now.

Come on, i'm ONLY 19. not 29 or 39 or 49. But that doesn't mean i will still want to say this when i'm at that age. Lolz.

oh yes, i want to get my own apartment. It's just a fantasy, but i'll aim for that.

Build my little corner for the rainy days to come.

Yes, it is a fantasy. haha