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Met up with Kai Siang and Siew for korean food just now. It was soooo enjoyable and we went for 2 rounds of dessert, while chatting non-stop and laughing like 3 freaks. Haha

But yeah, i do miss the days in NJ where we use to crap and chat. Somehow, i miss my friends in NJ, how we use to laugh in class, have fun, crap and support each other as we face the scary A levels.

The dinner was great and we talked and laugh a lot. Expectedly, the question on what type of guys i like popped out again. Haha.. And we kinda bitched a lot just now. Somehow bitching with them really makes me so happy and really.. I believe that friends do have the power of bringing your frustations, unhappiness and worries again. They don't know it, but they have the ability to do it just unknowingly.

Oh yes, and i was so darn happy when both of them said i become prettier. Well, that i don't know la, but to hear it from other pp. Super duper ultra SHIOK ah. hahahaha. Come on, just let me be a narcist sometimes, since given the sad fact that nobody has told me things like that truthfully before. Yes, that is sad. I think so too.. Hahahahaa.. get my hint? Do praise me more often. I'm a sucker for such things. hahahaha.. jkjk

And talking to them made me realise, Oh no, I'm quite hao fang, as in, very ungirly. i'm so buddy buddy with people ah, could i have given others the wrong signals, msg etc? Haha, was kinda worried that because i'm so buddy buddy with people, could i have given the wrong idea to people sometimes? Oh no.. But to think about it, i don't think there will be people who'll misunderstand ba. Even if they do, i don't think i'm fast enough to pick those signals up. Too dense sometimes to even realise, cos i would rather not think so much. Thinking too much brings more trouble, more problems.

But still, i think i need to retain some distance to prevent misleading others. But i dun think i should worry la, i have 0 % ability to generate signals in others. Haha. Yeah. Heck, i'm just like that. lolz

Well, i really believe that some friends are there for life, and i'm glad i have found loads of them already. It makes me contented that there will always be people around when i need them. I wonder what i can do for them, but to me, what they've done so far is more than i can ask for already. thanks a lot peeps. :)

Btw, Kai Siang ah, i can tell u're kinda not over that issue of yours yet. Don't worry.
Sometimes, things may not turn out the way you want it to be, but that may be what life has in mind for you, to make you even clearer of what you want and to prepare you for a even better one coming along yourway.
I know it's hard to get over it that easily, it takes time and i really hope you'll be better again.
I'm sure yours will come soon, believe in yourself ya? Jia you

Cheers.

Thanks everybody.